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Monday, August 16, 2010Y




My lips are having cold sores =(
It's painful and it gonna take weeks to recover
Well..
Home is still home except for the men in the house who love to find fault with me
What can i do or say anyway..
Things soured and i don't wanna tell mom about the quarrel i had with him
It can only hurt my mom more too and make the whole thing worst..
I tried to be like how you want me to be
But how about you?
Have you tried understanding me and how i feel?
I'm a child and you're suppose to be supporting me well
But i guess somethings don't turn out that way..
I work to provide myself and my needs..
You work too and use your own money as stop asking mine..
When you're angry you always hope mishap occur upon me..
What kind of dad you are..
Whatever it is you're still my dad
No matter how much i hate you..
No matter how much i wanna beat you back like how you did to me
I can't
I can never be that person
I can never be up to your stage..
Cause i'm me..
Have you ever thought that what you said silently kills me
Had it ever occur that some things between you and mom it's about you
Stop blaming me and tell me I'm the root of your're quarell and the reason this family is breaking up..
You had no idea how hurtful it is..
Haix..
Everything is imperfection to you..

Yesterday i had to consult myself and my sis
Conflicts, complication..
But this is life right?
Nothing remains on top =)
And the best part about yesterday just make so happy was i had
DOUBLE MAC SPICY with my sis
I love it..
Plus it was my first time trying to order it online..
Cool shit..
Hee



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