Saturday, August 28, 2010Y
When life gives you a second chance take it because second chances never come around & its something worth taking.
LOVE can't be defined until you find someone who fits the definition
1:28 AM
WORK is the thing that keep me busy
I'm working double jobs and thank god it's office hour and weekends i had my rest
OR
time to spent with family,friends and him
So far everything is going smoothly..
In my relationship wise with him..
HAHAH..
I'm too use too his anger and shitos that i don't really care anymore
REASON simple
After he cool down and think he'll text me back
OR
I'll try and think of ways to make him feel remorseful..
LOL!
He has problems with EGO so yarh..
I miss vesh =)
Anyways..
Me and him has been fasting everyday without skipping one day =)
Except for me due to women issue i can't fast..
He told that we shall not be like other couples whom can't seems to control their affection till break fast..
We will behave appropiately till the day end..
HAHAHAH!
He suprise me..
Well people change huh?
Went to BUGIS and GEYALNG yesterday..
Meet up with cousin,Kak Long and lil sis first at bugis
Then i went over to geylang to meet him and his family and break fast at Arnold
The waiting time is damn long and everyone of us is freaking hungry =/
Talk and joke around with his dad..
Well they we're amaze that we keep laughing at each other jokes..
Oh well..
I can easily adapt to my surroundings =)
And that me..
I can talk to anyone!
LOL
I ask him if we're wearing the same Raya outfit this year and he say YES
Since both me and his family are wearing different color this year
He insisted on buying a new cloth and send to the tailor to be sow
He love those sweet and eye catchy color..
HAHA..
So cute =)
Well now we just have to wait for the cloth to be sow to outfit =)
Almost whole day i was at GEYLANG!!
After him and his family leave i meet up with kak long and husband and lil sis
And their GEPICA friends =)
I finally had ayam percit! Aww..
I love it so much!!
But in relationship wise all i can say i'll just with the flow for now
I won't put expectation on it cause i might be hurt
And today I'm gonna continue studying for exams =))
1:06 PM
Wednesday, August 18, 2010Y
i want ice-cream!!
=(
12:27 AM
Tuesday, August 17, 2010Y
A pen for me to scribble anything i want any time =)
This is the bear he gets for me and also a pen
Happy 21st anny..
Suppose to be yesterday but sorry i was working and you're busy with practical
Thanks B for the gifts..
I feel like a happy girl and child today =)
Hee..
Muaks!
I know it's complicated now..
I know you are trying your best to win this heart..
It takes time i guess..
But honestly i have yet to move on and open up
I told all guys whom wanna get to know me more about this and i did apologise
And yeah they said it's okay and understand..
So ladies don't think i am a BITCH
Cause i ain't, I spoke the truth and its them whom decide..
He even know i am now friends with some guys..
Anyway
I passed my sociology SAQ
Just need to study a bit more for MCQ =)
I'm having an interview tomorrow..
Hopefully it goes well
I am crazy
I'm already working part-time and now i'm trying to get a full time admin job..
Haha..
Plus for now i need to study for exams..
Okay i'm crazy..
Time management baybeh..
Might need to cut down on my social life..
Hahah =)
Oh well..
11:44 PM
My lips are having cold sores =(
It's painful and it gonna take weeks to recover
Well..
Home is still home except for the men in the house who love to find fault with me
What can i do or say anyway..
Things soured and i don't wanna tell mom about the quarrel i had with him
It can only hurt my mom more too and make the whole thing worst..
I tried to be like how you want me to be
But how about you?
Have you tried understanding me and how i feel?
I'm a child and you're suppose to be supporting me well
But i guess somethings don't turn out that way..
I work to provide myself and my needs..
You work too and use your own money as stop asking mine..
When you're angry you always hope mishap occur upon me..
What kind of dad you are..
Whatever it is you're still my dad
No matter how much i hate you..
No matter how much i wanna beat you back like how you did to me
I can't
I can never be that person
I can never be up to your stage..
Cause i'm me..
Have you ever thought that what you said silently kills me
Had it ever occur that some things between you and mom it's about you
Stop blaming me and tell me I'm the root of your're quarell and the reason this family is breaking up..
You had no idea how hurtful it is..
Haix..
Everything is imperfection to you..
Yesterday i had to consult myself and my sis
Conflicts, complication..
But this is life right?
Nothing remains on top =)
And the best part about yesterday just make so happy was i had
DOUBLE MAC SPICY with my sis
I love it..
Plus it was my first time trying to order it online..
Cool shit..
Hee
2:13 PM
Saturday, August 14, 2010Y
Hie..
I'm sneezing like mad now!
Hate it..Grrr
I so love yesterday outing with Dee =)
I love being at ART FRIEND shop..
I can imagine and use my creativity to do something..
Well i did bought a cherry and leapord print hp sticker and I LOVE IT =)
Hehe..
I went to sasa to buy aloe vera cream too sine my skin is peeling now =(
Super awful..
Side effect of sunburn..
How's life going..
Ermm
For me to know for you to find out =)
2:44 PM
Party time =)
AS we walk this long path we just need friends to hold us and guide us too =)
Are you thinking what i am thinking! FOOD
Hey bloggy =)
sorry no more tag board for you since people out there are so RUDE!
anyway..had a hell of so much HURT last week which cause me to have insomnia in the end..
Felt so disturb!
Ergh..
A special thanks to my good friends for being there for me all the time..
I love them =)
Anyway i sort out my mind already this time..
I've climb back to the top and i learn to be stronger
I pick up the broken pieces and mend it back..
Life is such a roller coaster
I lose and met new friends along the way
Well..
Plans for this week..
Management report need to be done by today..
FYP report by Friday..
Next week presentation to HPB about our project..
How cool is that..!
But..errr..
It's gonna be scary..
Hopefully we gonna do well and Ace's it =)
Now!
I'm thinking of food!
I got back my appetite some how..
But i fell sick this time ='(
Jo n Dee..
Can we have the big ice-cream today!
I wanna be HYPER!!!
Hehe..
AND don't bully me again by pushing me into the pool!!
ERGH!!
Haha..
Gonna wear a dress to school today..
Just in the mood of dressy =)
Love
Sya <3>
6:58 AM
