1 more day to my exams and there nothing much i can memories now..
my dear brains are bursting..
sometime i hate falling in love with you but i love it..
mmm..
sometimes you're a big time jerk!
but after all there's changes in you then should be okay..
u did learn to be romantic..
anyways..
i'm going to different outlet to work now..
=)
2 more weeks and cruisey here i come!!
I'll be missing you b..
But i totally need a break out everything..
2 weeks of hell!!
Exams, skills test and presentation not forgetting FYP!
FUCK YOG!
thanks to this everything seems to be in rush..
suppose to enjoy this hols and only worry about presentation but now exams is included too..
Oh well..
to anyone who wish to enter poly if u can adapt to the changes and cope with all these modules then you'll survive
esp nursing..
being a nurse is huge responsibilities..
a mistake made by us and they pay the price..
people lives are in our hands..
FYI
my hols = attachment or stdy break for exams
mmmm..
it'll be over soon
but wateva it is..
i'm trying to enjoy my last year in school..
i'll miss my beb's
tell them i was happy but my heart is broken..
the scars can always bleed again if it's not treated well..
2:31 AM
It's sucky to be sick..
='(
4:50 PM
This is how Daania looks like after eating the banana =)
Love her truckloads..
So lucky to meet her on Fri after Boo go for his guard duty..
Over the weekends..
Been spending quality time with love =)
The best part was we finally spent time together for the whole day after a long time..
It was superb and i love it!
Plus finally we went swimming together =)
Am a bit tanned now but who care..
I had fun!
Happy father days to all dad =)
Had family outing with 2 men..
My dad n grandpa..
Weee...
Enough of me having fun time to get my brain cracking!
Suppose to study for exams and still not even 1 book i have finish reading..
Oh no!!
I need to super buck up next week is exam beb!!
Health been coughing non-stop
Super the irritating!!
Hate it ='(
Lappy is finally send for repair!
Yeapy!!
1:50 AM
Wednesday, June 16, 2010Y
It's my 19th month anniversary today..
Honestly this is the first time i date some one this long..
And his the first that make feel that his the one..
All my other family members seen cool to have in the family now =)
Me: Happy 19month anni dear..Days being with you hv been a meaningful one! W/out you i tink i do gt lost..Thnks for being a part of me dear..I love you so much
Him: Happy 19mth anny! Luv u too..Hope things will go well 4 both of us =)
I know he's trying hard to mushy and this is the best he can be..
Awww...
Love<3>
12:03 AM
When the sun set down..
It's telling you that it's the end of the day..
It's time for you to be prepare for a new day..
The future is ahead of you and the past will always be remembered..
Discard the unhappy moments and keep the sweet ones in your memory..
Each time i watch a sunset i feel relieve..
Whatever happen in the day be it bitter or sweet i know it's time to end it and let it go..
Bearing grudges and hating someone is tiring..
I've learn to let go and hoping the person will change for the better..
Nobody is perfect in any way..
Criticism on others is no necessary
Cause at the end of the day ask this to yourself..
Am i perfect in any way?
I'm like her too that why i critic her..
The day is time where a lot of work is done and when it reaches the night time..
It shall end..
MORNING DAY NIGHT..
Which part of the day makes you feel like you're gonna reflect yourself?
=)
11:29 AM
Friday was super fun..
It was the last day of school and prom was bored so we went clubbing at REBEL..
Me and my girls make our way there around 9..
It was one hell of a fun day cause it's been months since i last club..
And B was sweet enough to let me club with my girls for the first time..
Thanks B and thanks beb for helping me too..
Something unintentional happen and got me into trouble but at the end of the day thing was still fine =)
Hee..
It was shocking and people around me do notice the weird change esp my sis and B..
Hee..
Party all night long..
Grinding with my beb's and kissing each other..
Haha..
It's sure one hell of fun..
Thanks to dee sis and us for telling guys we're lesbian we're save..
Haha..
All of us are good girlfriends to our boyfriends that's why we're told the guys we're lesbian..haha
=)
I know he'll come and meet me after i'm done partying some how cause he's worried and ensure i'm fine..
And while he's trying to put me to sleep before he went off it was then he realize his observation and instinct wasn't wrong he know something wasn't right..
Boo it was an accident..
I'm sorry..
Saturday..
Movies..
Watch karate kid with B and fizan..
I end up crying at certain scene cause the words the use has touch my heart..
B just lend me his shoulder to cry on through out the whole movie since he knows i'm a cry baby..
Heee..
Later on that night he went clubbing and he spent most of the time drinking with his guys friends..
Me at home being a good girl =)
It's his turn to club that day..
Most girls will say no if the guy wanna club as for me if he know his limits i'm fine..
And since it was his first time allowing me to club with the beb's i can't so no to him..
Sunday,
Sleeping at home and rest..
Damn exhausted and my legs is super cramp..
Meet B up and went to cck..
Had tako balls and share kebab with each other..
We keep sharing food =)
We also talk about the future 11/11/11
Heee..
My anni is coming too..
Thanks shaluu for reminding me as both of us has the same anni month but diff date..
=)
Relationship is like a roller coaster ride it's full of up and down..
Love and hurt..
12:47 AM
To passerby..
You know what i don't care what you're gonna say about me or him
Reason, do you think you're too perfect?
Or shall i say how perfect are you and your partner?
LOLS!
Look at yourself in the mirror..
If you think you're pretty and hot ermm..
How come i don't see you some where in the magazine?
Or are you to ashamed of your own identity to even put your name
and just put is as passerby just to critic others?
LOL!
Anyway i won't waste my time on you..
I got other things to worry
Wanna critic others please la be daring enough to type your name in..
If not FUCK OFF!
8:14 AM
"Impossible"
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know
And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible!
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did...
11:11 PM
I don't know why no matter how many times we tried to be away from each other we still can't do it..
It's unsuccessful..
We're too dependent on each other..
And i've got to admit DAMN BOY!
YOU NEVER FAIL TO MAKE FALL HARD FOR YOU!!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH RAHMAD HAMZAH!!
Tooopiiid is the word to describe this but yarh..
I just can't stop loving you not even once..
Yes i did manage to live on my own but this feeling won't go away..
I'm really into you no matter how bad you are..
Only you can tolerate my stupidity and clumsiness..
11:47 PM
One minute we're fine the other min you're really GONE from my LIFE..
I'm speechless..
='((
All i can say it hurts real bad and i don't know what's gonna happen next..
11:04 PM
This lil baby is so cute and smart..
I love her to bits..
A question was pop out by DEE..
Does guy go you cause of LOVE or LUST?
Well majority will go for lust and i experience it before..
HATE FUCKING MEN whom does that to us..
NCB!
Girls want love not entertaining your fucking LUST!
No wonder a lot of pretty girls gave up on men and became a Butch..
Hmm..
For my case and him..
I think he stick with me cause of LOVE..
He seen my bad and good side..
He loves me for i am and accept me the way i am..
We've learn a lot in this entire journey..
What i can't say he change for the better each time
Except that he need to control his damn bloody harsh words and anger..
ERGH!
As for me i should stop being confused..
Hahaha..
He hate it alot when that happen..
Anyway, we're planning to go holiday..
He's so sweet..
Must save up..
I love my peers too =)
Be it male or female..
TO FUCKERS OUT THERE..
STOP THINKING THAT WOMEN ARE MEANT TO BE USED!!
WE ARE NOT BUY AND THROW AWAY!
NCB!
11:16 PM
