My world with my ♥

Saturday, May 29, 2010Y

Met up with lil daania today..
Super cute! haha
Anyway work is madness!
Had to called over 2000 customer to inform that our outlet is back..
Wth, i only manage to call 150 people
Hahah..
Hmm..what else should i type here..
Nothing much =)

3:18 AM

Wednesday, May 26, 2010Y

Weee....
Presentation Over..
PHEW =))

10:26 PM

Monday, May 24, 2010Y

My passport foto is fugly!
One visible pimple can be seen the foto and my eyebrow is super cacat!
Yucks!!
Rahmad kept one of the foto and one for my passport and left with 4 foto..
I wanna apply P.E as i really want to secure a place in TTSH after i grad next year..
Hmm..
Need to talk to mom abt it cause with my parents prayers and help some things can really go right..
I'm ordering a floral tank top from
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#!/photo.php?pid=11120&id=100001116004367

Nad Annash's Photos - fernando (COLLECTION ONE)

It's only $10 hopefully i can fit since it's UK 6/8
This is my friends blogshop so do support..
Not forgetting KINA's Blogshop too..
Do support them okay =)
To whoever is reading my post now..
Haha..Kina blogshop you can find in my link =)

Should stop shopping!
Even thought the clothes i bought is affordable..
But this month is way too much..
4top..
2dress..
1 toga..
1 skirt..
OMG!
really too much..
Bad me..
This month no more already..
Haha..
Cotton on having sales!!
But no syaheda..
Next month then i'll shop again for shorts and ermmm...
Haha..
Someone must really stop me from shopping!!

I really miss KARAOKE!!
Someone please bring me..
This wed will be my last presentation for now..
And after this i must study study study for EXAMS!!
1 more month to EXAMS!!
URGH!!

11:12 PM

Sunday, May 23, 2010Y

So much things has settled and it really feels GREAT!
No longer quarreling with Rahmad..
Bought him 2 chocolate BOOST as it's his favorite and gonna meet him later..
If you're wondering about my status actually i also don't know..
We didn't say patch we're sticking to each other here and there..
Too used to him already..

Anyway went to west coast today with my family..
My lil sis was happily flaying her kite with dad
While me and mom eat MAC Donald..
Haha..
Perangai gemok seh aku..
Didn't eat breakfast and lunch what do you expect..
Mac was the first meal for the day..
After that went to had dinner as a family and shop at sheng siong..
=)
I love my family..

12:23 AM

Thursday, May 20, 2010Y

Life isn't that bad now..
Did take things into a lot of consideration and learn to manage it..
Told him to take things slow and work things out slowly..
Been home with my family most day and i like it..
Work was bored but fun cause i missed working!
Hehe..
I like boon keng outlet cause it's in a shop with air-con..
Keep going toilet cause it super cold..
End up i switch off the air-con..
Done with skill assessment and adult nursing 3 presentation and also journal critic =)
My mind feel so free now
Weee...
I want to sleep early too cause tomorrow gonna be a long day..
School, work and gf pit..
Hee =)

10:04 PM

Wednesday, May 19, 2010Y

Am i dumb or stupid?
Am i really blind or being blindfolded?
One min i lose you the other min you're back..
I'm scared to fall hard again..
I won't deny i still love you..
But..
I'm scared

11:06 PM

Monday, May 17, 2010Y

"Outta Here"
ESMÉE DENTERS

Get me outta here
'Cuz my eyes are burning
From these silly tears
That you brought when you show me you don't really care
And you never loved me, someone get me outta this place
Right now

It's so amazing how you have so many faces
And you are not that person I thought that
I had fell so deep in love with

You changed up your makeup your DNA
I can't recognize you're a stranger to me
I feel so betrayed what a waste of my heart and me

Get me outta here
'Cuz my eyes are burning
From these silly tears
That you brought when you show me you don't really care
And you never loved me, someone get me outta this place
Right now

My body's trembling it's so damn hard
To kick this feeling, your heart is so cold and now I'm freezing
Wish you could feel the pain, maybe I will arrange it
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah

You changed up your makeup your DNA
I can't recognize, you're a stranger to me
I feel so betrayed, what a waste of my heart and me

Get me outta here
'Cuz my eyes are burning
From these silly tears
That you brought when you show me you don't really care
And you never loved me, someone get me outta this place

I thought that we were forever
I guess I misunderstood
My fault for thinking you loved me
Or in thinking you ever could
Get me out of here right now
Get me out of here right now

Get me outta here
'Cuz my eyes are burning
From these silly tears
That you brought when you show me you don't really care
And you never loved me, someone get me outta this place

Get me outta here
'Cuz my eyes are burning
From these silly tears
That you brought when you show me you don't really care
(you don't really care)
And you never loved me, someone get me outta this place

1,2,3,4
Right now, right now, right now
Someone get me outta this place
Get me outta here

7:40 PM

My heart has shattered..
It really hurts..
I'm trying to help but you blame and scold me..
I won't meddle with your stuff anymore from this day onwards..
Don't come to me and ask for help anymore..
Helping you was a bad idea to you..
What's the point of asking me to help sometimes?
I won't help you..
I won't talk to you..
Even if i did not talk or msg you, you wouldn't find me..
I'm hurt enough..
I'm sorry for the hurt i cause you before..
I'm just speechless and my eyes is full off tears...

7:30 PM

Friday, May 14, 2010Y

Got to admit he's been nice lately but yet still a bit jerky..
He did look after me when I'm sick now..
Every time we went out he send me home..
But it gonna take time to heal the old wounds..
It might not be that easy i shall say..
I'm sorry..

I love school as usual..
Skill assessment next week..
Presentation next week too..
Well it's gonna be a hell of a week huh?
Hehe =)

Should i go butter factory tomorrow?
Mmm..
Still considering..

12:46 AM

Tuesday, May 11, 2010Y

When to visit the doctor today since my gastric is getting out of hand..
Today was the worse symptoms i've had and that explain why..
The doc told me i'm really in a bad shape and if i really ignore these symptoms
Including not taking meds..
I have to go for more scans as they fear it's gonna be peptic ulcer..
I really loss my appetite..
='(
I've been good and take my meds just now
Still i can feel the heartburn and feel giddy..
My stomach is producing too much acid already..
Stop producing too much can?
Mom been forcing me to eat since then..
Whatever i eat some will retain some will not..
As I've vomit it out already..
I'm malnourished now..
Hee..
Anyway
To that someone..
I miss you..

8:59 PM

Monday, May 10, 2010Y

I miss you a lots..
So much thing have change..
My sweetest drug is no longer here..
Wished that you're gonna hug me and tell me everything is fine
But it doesn't happens that way..
Mmm...
School smooth sailing except for journal article which need to be done asap..

HAPPY MOTHER DAY!!
Love my mom many2!!

11:03 PM

Thursday, May 6, 2010Y

Everything seems to be so different..
As time flies things change..
Without knowing what really happen..
School has been stressful as ever..
Me busy with work and i'm lacking of social life sometimes..
Work,school= minimal social life..
Haha..
Anyway! I love you daya...
You make me feel so much better =)
Shopping spreee..
Heee

4:35 PM

Tuesday, May 4, 2010Y

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fEd7qwqfSlo
Doesn't mean anything alicia keys

Used to dream of being a millionaire
Without a care
But if I'm seeing my dreams n you aren't there
Cuz it's over..
It just won't be fair

Darlin,
I rather be a poor woman, livin' on the streets
No food to eat
Cuz I don't want nobody, if I have to cry
Cuz it's over..
When you said "good bye"

[chorus]
All at once.. I had it all
But it doesn't mean anything
Now that your gone
From above.. seems I had it all
But it doesn't mean anything
Since you're gone

Now I see myself thru different eyes
It's no surprise
Bein' alone would make you realize
When it's over..
All in love is fair
(I should of been there, I should of been there, I should of, should of)

All at once.. I had it all
But it doesn't mean anything
Now that your gone
From above.. seems I had it all
But it doesn't mean anything
Since you're gone

[Bridge]
I know I pushed you way
What can I do that will save our love?
Take these material things
They don't mean nothing
It's you that I want

All at once.. I had it all
But it doesn't mean anything
Now that your gone
From above.. seems I had it all
But it doesn't mean anything
Since you're gone
(I should of been there, I should of been there, I should of, should of)

All at once.. see I had it all
But it doesn't mean anything
Now that your gone
From above.. seems I had it all
But it doesn't mean anything
Since you're gone..
[instrumental fade out]

7:33 PM

Damn my laptop..
Why it's has to be in this state now..
I got projects to do..
OMG!
Can people just see and listen to work?
Both me and Dee is freaking out..
It's hard if you keep wanting to drown and want us to save you..
C'mmon you all year 3 so am I
Any feedback do take it seriously and do something..
Don't understand you can always ask right?
Don't keep quiet and give bullshits!
And please don't cut and paste even if you do try to summaries it and use your own words..
I myself is bucking up..
I do get fucked and scolding from the leaders if i need it last time..
Cause i know they care and want the best..
And now as a leader i have to do something too..
So WAKE UP!
If you wanna talk about busy and tired stop bullshitting it to me..
I'm working most of the time and schooling..
And how the hack i manage to collate everything is getting my ass to my cousin place just to get it done..
I'm tired too..
Very very very tired..
But we have to be and remain consistence..
Please try..

12:31 AM

Monday, May 3, 2010Y

I keep having nightmares ='(
My mental state currently is unstable due to certain reason..
I've learn to balance work and play..
Recent updates everything seems so wrong..
Tension everywhere..
Oh well..
That's life..
I fell hard and i manage to pull myself thru...
That's all..

4:06 AM