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Thursday, March 4, 2010Y



Botanic Garden outing with bestie was a blast..
=)
I had a lot of problems at home..
I'm tired to be strong and constantly improving myself to make this family works..
I'm the daughter and i'm suppose to be a kid..
Not someone whom has to act like a mom sometimes and work to support myself and my lil sis sometimes..
I'm tired and really drain..
How much energy does people wanna suck out from me..
I have to give proper care to patients
And now a place i call home seems soo..
I won't say it..
I know my sis is not concentrating well due to this..
How much paper has she flung..
I know she find it difficult to focus..
She's not like me..
I still can focus things for different situation..
But my sis can't
I have to be strong for her and be with her to nurture her to become a proper teen and adult one day..
I'm like a mom not a sister like that..
Oh god..
No matter what happen i am there for you adik..
I promise i look after you despite of what is happening now..
I love you..

heart blue w/ glitter 12:44 AM