My world with my ♥

Friday, March 26, 2010Y

This week, my attachment has just started..
Everything is going fine now..
I've learn to manage and keep myself busy to survive plus PASS!
I think i've buck up much more then the previous semesters that i've gone thru..
For the first time, i passed all my modules and achieve much more then i expected..
As in my own goals..
I just need to make sure i'm perfoming well this attachment..
Irelise how important nurses are in the process of recovery..
Not only we help them to get better physically but also mentally..
Smiling, joking and talking to them everyday does make a different..
It feel good when my patient that i care for is discharge and fit for home..
It makes me happy when i they smile at me too =)
Every attachment we do have assignment and case study not forgetting pre-reading..
I'm suppose to present the case study on monday as well as hand up the drug list..
Which is 7pg long O_O!?!?
All of us are going boinkers soon..
It's super tiring went i have to work twice/day..
Am no a super woman but i want to work hard..
I've been busy with work that i had lesser time for family,friends and BF..
I miss hugging my pillow for more then 12hrs..
Nowdays i only use it when i go to bed only =(
B has been reasonbly understanding..
He understand the nature of my job and doesn't demand much cause he knows that i'll make time to meet him somehow..
I don't know if he is hanky pankying behind my back..
Independent women will say: I don't care..
A dependent and a person whom is madly in love: They'll get paranoid and get agitated etc...
Me half2 of those 2...
Anyway..
I miss baby daania and my sister..
Been spending less time with them...
Oh well..
Thats all for now..
A summary of my week.. =)
Bye people..

10:41 PM

Thursday, March 18, 2010Y

Till today,i still sucks at IT stuff..Esh..
I almost damage a machine yesterday but luckily i was smart enough and know what to do next..
Critical thinking..
Hahah
Some people is just to arrogance as they don't know how to ask for help or don't even wanna help others..
Whateva..
It's school holiday for adik now..
Haha..She's trying to spend her holiday fruitfully
Cute..
She has tonnes of homework like how i used to have last time..
And she wants to go shopping..
She wants me to go shopping too but i must wait for the money to drop from the sky first..
Heheh..
I wanna go swimming today since later on the day i'm going cck stadium to catch soccer..
=)
B is having pms like me..
One min his ok one min not..
All i can say his words were harsh..
I just tired to focus on LOVE now..
Bestie is having the same situation too..
She said LOVE sucks..
LOL..
I have not reach to that extend to say that yet..
Now..
I want to watch pisau cukur..
Bye =))
Next week attachment start...Eeeee...

10:27 AM

Tuesday, March 16, 2010Y

Life has been going fine lately..
Been spending time with Boo the moment his back..
One of the sweetest things was he cooked supper for me and crack open a coconut..
It's super nice and the coconut is fresh =))
I like..
Saturday was definitely a whole day outing..
The most exciting thing, it was a double date..
Bestie(daya and em) and me ( Boo and me) =)
Zoo was our first stop and next St James..
Partying like a rock star..
Haha..Crazy people like us..
The whole day outing really tired me out..
End up i was snoring the whole of Sunday..
Monday training and just now evaluation..
Boo bought for me bubble tea just now =)
And i cooked mash potato and chicken..
Yummy..
Boo and dayah and sis love the mash potato
Next time i can cook it again..
Hehe..
I want to msg Boo and go to bed now..

A picture of me and dayah before partying..

Boo and me at the zoo, pic taken while waiting for the show to start

Yummy coconut that boo open up for me

I love him <3

11:12 PM

Thursday, March 11, 2010Y

Since the day Boo book out till today..
I've been spending time with him..
The moment i saw him the other day..
I was very very HAPPY!!
I don't know how i can express that moment but all i can say is i really miss him alot..
It's like meeting up with my long loast boyfriend..
Heee =)
Yesterday was FUN..
We kept traveling here and there..
First was Hendreson industrial park for my interview..
Next was bugis to eat and Boo shop for his new jeans..
After that Grandlink, he really sing his heart out Not forgetting Faheem and Dayah
We went out on a double date =))
The last plan of the day was to sunshine and had our so call supper and home sweet home..
Now B is here with me..
GTG =))

1:14 PM

Tuesday, March 9, 2010Y

Syaheda is rotting at home today!!

Waiting for RAHMAD HAMZAH aka Boo..
To be out like TODAY 11pm!!!
(only if his leave is approved)
ARGH!!!
My heart is pounding hard..
I can't wait to meet him.!!
HONESTLY, his CSM is getting on my nerves..
Once his leave is approved, we have to settle his school stuff first..
Huahua..
He need to study again for his future..
You're a man like duh..
He has to support his family after he has one..
Not the women of the house..
TTSH appointment i'll settle it for you..
What else do i need to settle for you...
Mmmm..*Wondering*
In a week time attachment is starting..
I can't believe i'm going year 3 now..
It's freaking me out and it's scary..
It'll be a hell of a year..
Well, my plans after diploma..
Work work work and start saving money for my own future..
I think i might consider TTSH, the new yishun hospital or even the jurong hospital..
Oh well, let's just talk about that later..
Anyway, i lost a library book yesterday..
How dumb and clumsy can i get..
If you ask me to recall the past like..where was the last place i leave the book..
I'll say i don't know cause i can't recall a thing..
Yes as usual B will be angry at me..
I thought he was fuming mad at me but it seems he's getting a hang of my CLUTZ attitude..
I did brood over it the whole day ='((
I even stop talking to everyone the whole night yesterday..
B was smsing the whole night and told me..
He's not mad at me already but i didn't replied i just kept silent..
I'm sorry..=/
Know what, last Friday someone told me me that i wasn't cool cause i don't smoke..
When he said that i literally stared at him and laugh..
Yes he offered me cigratte and i told him i don't smoke..
It was then he said that..
Do i need to smoke to be cool??
Haha..It's hilarious okay..
Plus try influcing me to SMOKE..
I just walk away or say NO!!
I don't need to smoke to be COOL!
LOL!
Smoking=Waste money and increase health problems..
I think once you see a COPD patient you'll QUIT SMOKING..
What is COPD?
Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease
http://www.copdas.com/whatis_copd.asp
Click this and you'll know more..

This is how you lung my look like if you smoke..
My bf smoke and he don't allow me to smoke and he know the risk..

That's all i'm blogging today =))

12:20 PM

Sunday, March 7, 2010Y

Weekends..
I'm so happy this weekends..
For both days, i'm out with my family having dinner together =)
My dad is the most happiest men on EARTH on this day..
It's been a long time since we had family dinner together..
Mmm...
Today, i accompanied my cousin to send daania for her swimming session..
Hahah..
She so cute..
Attention seeker la that small baby..
She loves the crowd..
=)

Dayah, i don't know what's wrong with you..
mmm..It's not that i want to hurt or something but you question is like..
Haiz..Nvm..
Like duh right if mon you're working i can send it for you..
I don't want to go on SUN cause i don't want to go down to the office twice..
As we still need a new log sheet..
Mmm..
And for godness sake don't ask me about your new job schedule..
I don't know when you're working..
I don't want you to take double job cause end up..
You might mess things up and i know you hate pressure..

I miss my boo..
Be home quick!!
I can't wait!!

9:44 PM

Saturday, March 6, 2010Y

Friday!!
Somehow i love my friday today =)
Start a day with a smile went B rang me up and talk to him with my SEXY! voice..
Hahah...
And end my day with a smile too =)
I like..
Whole day was fun and it was over super fast..
When to work as per normal..
Good remarks was given which make me feel like my hard work is paid off
Plus i'm working in pumps not heels..
Was so happy about it that i constantly work without stopping..
Gila babi sia me..
LOL!!
Muhd Rahmad Bin Hamzah is complaining to me that i did not gave him good night kisses anymore and because of that he don't wish to give me kisses too
='(
B! i give you many2 kiss k?
Muaks! muah! Muacks!!
Heheh..
I can't wait for you to be home again..
So much plan in mind..
Be going to meet daania and grandma tomorrow =))
Good night people..
Sweet dreams =)

3:10 AM

Thursday, March 4, 2010Y

You're not texting me nor calling me aren't you..
What can i say..
I really had a rough and unpleasant week already..
I tried to understand your life in camp..
And can't you tried to understand my life too?
You told me, my family problem is my own problem not yours..
What the hell was that for?
Hiax..
I seriously won't think and bother so much now..
I got other major problem then ours...

Ps: I'm craving for doughnuts =(

12:37 PM

Botanic Garden outing with bestie was a blast..
=)
I had a lot of problems at home..
I'm tired to be strong and constantly improving myself to make this family works..
I'm the daughter and i'm suppose to be a kid..
Not someone whom has to act like a mom sometimes and work to support myself and my lil sis sometimes..
I'm tired and really drain..
How much energy does people wanna suck out from me..
I have to give proper care to patients
And now a place i call home seems soo..
I won't say it..
I know my sis is not concentrating well due to this..
How much paper has she flung..
I know she find it difficult to focus..
She's not like me..
I still can focus things for different situation..
But my sis can't
I have to be strong for her and be with her to nurture her to become a proper teen and adult one day..
I'm like a mom not a sister like that..
Oh god..
No matter what happen i am there for you adik..
I promise i look after you despite of what is happening now..
I love you..

12:44 AM

Tuesday, March 2, 2010Y

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kffacxfA7G4
I LOVE THIS!!

Baby Justin Bieber =))

Ohh wooaah Ohh wooaah Ohh wooaah
You know you love me, I know you care
Just shout whenever, And I'll be there
You are my love, You are my heart
And we will never ever-ever be apart

Are we an item? Girl quit playing
"We're just friends"
What are you sayin?
Said there's another and looked right in my eyes
My first love broke my heart for the first time,

And I was like
Baby, baby, baby oohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ooh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine

Baby, baby, baby oohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine

oh oh
For you, I would have done whatever
And I just cant believe we ain't together
And I wanna play it cool, But I'm losin' you
I'll buy you anything, I'll buy you any ring
And I'm in pieces, Baby fix me
and just shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream

I'm going down, down, down, down~
And I just can't believe, my first love won't be around

And I'm like..
Baby, baby, baby oooh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ooh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine

Baby, baby, baby oooh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ooh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine

Luda, When I was thirteen, I had my first love
There was nobody that compare to my baby
And nobody came be between us
Or can ever come above
She had me going crazy
Oh, I was starstruck
She woke me up daily
Don't need no Starbucks
She make my heart pound
and skip a beat when I see her in the street
and, At school, on the playground
But I really wanna see her on a weekend
She knows she got me dazing
Cuz she was so amazing
And now, my heart is breakin'
But I just keep on sayin'..

Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine

Baby, baby, baby ooh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby oooh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine

(Now I'm all gone)
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah Yeah Yeah
(Now I'm all gone)
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
(Now I'm all gone)
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Now I'm all gone, gone, gone, ooh
I'm gone

I'm still waiting for my baby to be home..

6:47 PM

Monday, March 1, 2010Y

Me have been busy with work over the weekends..
And my whole body is aching esp my hand and feet..
My first experience working in FNB line is really something that i won't forget..
It's true working in this line is HECTIC but time did fly fast..
Not forgetting how late i get home each day..
My Hubby is so sweet, he'll always waited for me to end work..
He keep waiting for my msges..
Yes he did get paranoid sometimes..
Anyways, i'm sorry i did not turn up for my class outing today..
=(
Ermm, i got nothing much to say for now..
I just can't wait for B to come back next week..
Be spending time with him..
=)
And yarh baby daania is cute..
Check out the pictures of her going swimming..

9:13 PM