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Monday, January 11, 2010Y

I'm so gonna stop emoing and throw my sorrows so far far away..
I did something yesterday and B is freaking dissapointed..
I don't know what's wrong with me but i keep hurting him repeatedly..
I keep rolling my eyes when he scold me or even scream at him and even bite or beat him when i feel like for no reason..
It's like i venting my anger, sadness..Like everything on him..
He just kept silent and constantly try to be there..
Oh god..
I've been cutting down on meeting him due to exams..
He told me it's fine if we're not meeting each other since i want to study..
All i know he'll miss me.. =)

Friends...
Everyone is facing a rough patch now..
We're trying to be there for each other..
It's like a disaster for everyone now..
Year 2 sems 2 is bad enough and having problem make it worse..
But we'll make it thru..

Family..
Still the same situation..

Finance..
Been saving up money to pay my bills.. =)

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