i don't understand why family issues never end..
it seems to get worse and they keep blaming me..
they told me the reason the divorce issue came up cause of me..
Wth, what did i do?
Just because of me coming home late over the weekends?
It's not as if i'm running away from home or something..
I don't understand..
Even most of problem or my own darkest secret i keep it to myself..
The pain i'm feeling now is unspeakable..
I keep myself strong and not leading myself astray cause i wanna be a good and a better person..
I wanna change for the better..
I hide my personal problem from others due to certain reason..
I believe people have their own problems too..
oh god please lend me your strength for me to face all this..

B is total confuse about my family situation now..
If he is already confuse how about me?

For now..
I just wanna be calm and void doing anything stupid..
Am controlling all the FUCKING emotions cause if it's not control things can be pretty bad..

Don't let your emtions control over you..
Let you control your emotions..