Woke up in the morning..
And i stare blankly at the walls in my room..
Mom rang us up to make sure we're AWAKE in the morning as we're going to TOWN =)
The whole day the phone rang..So annoying..
They disturb my beauty sleep ='(

Plans for that day, SHOPPING! catch a movie and Home sweet home..
Finally i've watch Alvin and the Chipmunks!!


Weeeee =)
Someone was suppose to watch with me but in the end..
I watch it with my family which is better i guess..free tickets..Hahah =p
Hmm..what did i shop today?
A leopard shirt and a jacket..That's all..
Mom bought Boo a jacket too..
It was only $10!! CHEAP!!
Haha =)
Did window shopping most the time today..
Boo don't allow me to shop for now ='(
I'll wait for your pay! And i'm dragging you to go shopping with me! HMPH!!

Anyway, i did had fun today and i had spent quality time with my mom and sis..
There's one conversation we had that is super serious and no JOKE!
Mom told us to be mentally prepare as she might be going to the court anytime as she wants a DIVORCE!
Oh well..
If you think that's the best for you and there's no other way out for this marriage then..
We'll just support you..
I know you're health is getting worse due to all those CONFLICTS we had..
And i know you can't stand dad anymore..
Haiz..
I'm already prepare for the worse as i've faced so much bad things in life and i'm still here standing..

Boo is getting on my nerves..
He don't want to have a conversation with me for no reason and hang up on me like don't know how many times..
Send him messages but no reply..
Call me names some more! MORON!
I HAD ENOUGH OF DAMN BLOODY GAMES FOR TODAY!

If never change for tomorrow..
I'm gonna kill you and then ignore you!
Ergh!

-There's always a lot of challenges you have to face in life-

I had a bad day on monday..
Fought with parents which i don't wish to tell here..
It's too personal..
All i can say it is damn painful..
Hmmm..

Went to school today to practice..
Practice practice..
To be perfect.. =)

I'm tired now..
Bye People..

Heal those unhealed wounds..
Let's work things out together..

I'm in a BAD ROMANCE ..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qrO4YZeyl0I

I really can't sleep..
I already start on my revision just now..
I need to move faster =/
Since i can't to sleep, i just read all my old blog post..
I realize that Boo had definitely made a lot of changes to himself..
He change for the better for me..
Thank you Boo..
But you'll never stop screaming at me right?
What to do you have a clumsy and blur queen girlfriend like me =p
I want to msg Boo but i know he must be sleeping already..
He said he was tired..Mmmm
Anyway,his friend want to sell off his Kr bike to us but the problem is the bike COE..
If the bike COE ends on 2012 then it's not too bad..
Oh well need to do proper financial calculation with Boo..
I remember how our KR looks like..
I miss that Bike ='(

K la i want to try sleeping now..
Nights =)

-I love the ways you hug and kiss me-
-I love it when you hold my hand and walk with me-
<3

Weekends was SUPERB to me!!
I really had a blast on both days and i was super stress FREE =)
At 1pm i leave my house and end up going out the whole of yesterday day and till now..
Haha..

Saturday..
Met up with B at 2pm..
His bro and him drive all the way to Sheng Shiong to fetch me
Next we went to fetch his bro fiance..
From yishun we went to Adam road first to have our late breakfast and so called lunch already..
The food there was not too bad..
Me and B had rojak and roti john, whereby his bro and his fiance was having mutton soup, soto and roti john too..
We ate to our full as we're damn hungry..
Done with the meal, we drove to Alexendra hospital..
I was the one keeping B accompany in the hospital and as for his bro and fiance, they went to Queensway shopping center to do their window shopping..

B shoulder was in great pain because the doctor said he had a sprain..
LOL!
They prescribe him with M.....cream( i can't spell out the drug) which was for pain relief for joint and muscle ache..
I told him after applying the cream he might feel warmth at the area and he was like what!
After telling him that he doesn't want to apply the cream..
Did try convincing him but it doesn't work..
Oh well..Cute la u B!
Mmmmm..

From Queensway to Vivo next..
Planned to watch movie but the seating was horrible so we canceled it..
We just did our window shopping around vivo in the end..
I was looking on those furry jackets and told B i want that one day..
He just smile and pull me away from those shops that sell the jacket..
I'm pretty upset when he keep pulling me away..
I was super upset that i went silent again when he spoke to me..
The moment he notice it he apologize and ask me where do i want to go and search for the jacket..
I told him nah i'm longer in the mood to do that anymore..I'm upset already..
He felt pretty bad about it and keep saying sorry..
Never mind.. ='(

We went on board on this 100 years old ship as there was a book fair in the ship..
B was holding me tightly as the plight of stairs was slippery thanks to the heavy downpour earlier on..
We were walking around the ship and was talking nonsense..Haha..
The four of us was noisy enough already..

Had Ben and Jerry ice-cream after that..
Yum2..
I had strawberry cheese cake and B had chocolate something..
Hee..
I like! That ice-cream just perks me up again..
We bump into Jack there..
I dare not get near to Jack or speak much cause there's one incident where B and me fought with each other cause of him..
Well..
Jack was simply flirting with me right in front of his eyes most the times..
Kissing my hands etc..
And B was super jealous and agitated as he doesn't like any guys to get fresh with me even thought if they we're his friends..
He almost beat Jack up cause of that..
See how protective can B be..

We share our ice-cream =)






Done with Vivo we went Safra Mount Faber to play bowling and had light snacks..
I totally sucks on that day but i manage to get a strike first..
Hehe =)

We're always a team =)



From safra to geylang to fetch Khai..
And off to ECP..

B actually change $22 to play this picking up of bear game..
The game was simple..
You have to insert $1 and you have to move those finger looking metal to pick up the bear and drop it in to the hole to claim it..
B won a total of 2 big bears and 8 small key chain bears which i share with the rest already..
What he get was much more than what he lost..
I was super touch when i saw how determine he was to get those teddy bears for me even thought i didn't ask for it..
He keep trying and thinking of strategies to grab those bears for me..
I love you B
His bro did tired but to no avail and his fiance was like i want this bear, etc..
Hmm..
We're making a hell lot of noise while playing that..
And everyone was looking at us..
Haha..

From Ecp to his house..
I spent the night there as it was 3am already when we reach his house..
And I slept with the 2 big bears he won =)

This is the first bear he won..



The second bear..Honestly it looks scary to me..Haha



Sunday, waited for B to wake up and had KFC with his family..
Then we all catch Singapore idol together..

Now i'm home and i want to sleep already..
B had 2days off!!
Wheeh =)

I love him <3

It was my cousin engagement day yesterday..
25 of December 2009..
Everything when well and she look pretty.. =)
My cousin did the make up for her and her clothing was from VEILS AND LACES..
That VEILS AND LACES belong to my own cousin too as she is setting up her own wedding collection and business..
Her engagement ring was made up of silver and rose gold..
And..It's look nice on her..
Weeheehehee =)

Anyways CONGRATS my dear cousin<3






As for today, i have to send B to the hospital..
He's feeling unwell and need a proper check up..
He has been having tenderness over the shoulder area and a gentle touch from me he started saying pain..
Something is definitely not right..
Hmm..
The pain has been going on for quiet some time and he ignore..
Until it was unbearable then he told me to check what went wrong..
Oh B..

Nana brochure is still on the process..
I should hurry2 now and finish it up..
Bad notti me ..
Tsk!

Okay i got to go..
Need to get ready now..
Loves =)

Dear diary, the beginning of the day went well..
Until B scold me yet again cause some stupid insurance issues!
I HATE IT WHEN YOU SCOLD ME!!
(rolling my eyes now)
Hmph!
Anyway after that we make up..
Just a stupid small fight like we usually have..
Haha..
Plans for tomorrow is PICNIC!
He agree with my plan about going PICNIC!
Thank You =)
Half day work for him tomorrow..Weee..
Btw tomorrow AVLIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS IS OUT!!
I soOOoooo wanna catch it..
B promise next week we'll catch it..
Now i should start saving to catch that movie.. =)

Aren't they CUTE?? =)


My bills are settle already..
I'm surprise that i manage to settle my own bills without working now..
Reason simple, i don't SHOP and I start saving!
mmm ='(
Whatever i have now is just nice to meet my end meets..
Oh well, i should be learn to be grateful with what i have cause there's other people out there whom is much more unluckier than me..

Cousin getting engage soon..
25th of December..
Maybe i'll help out tomorrow in case my picnic plan is cancel..

School:
Self study is still in the progress
Brochure on HFMD asap to be pass up to Tina
Time management is the word for now
Study and play need to be balance


I'm lucky to be in Love with you <3

Apologies from me to Tina cause I've made her confuse with my chunk and main points..
I'm sorry..
I'll do something to make it up to you..
Honestly i don't understand those question that i need to do..
Hee..Sorry =p
Anyway tomorrow is my group meeting and everything must be settle and done..

School reopen: EXAMS! PRESENTATION! And more!!
Oh my..
Revision is still on the process..
Did start with pharmacology and next my Lab skills..
I need to clear my Lab skills first and then followed by Biology as those 2 module will be tested super soon..
I can't afford to fail..

Study study..
About work, i'm not sure if i should work moreover it's hard getting a job now..
Everything is like for FULL-TIME only..Lol!

Well it's been raining lately and i tend to get hungry easily at night..
Had mega mc spicy with my sister on Sunday night..
Haha..First time baby, i had finish the mega mac spicy..
I don't why i suddenly crave for that..
How long did i take to finish it up?
1hr..Super long..
We initially wanted to go out and buy but Boo was worried about me going out late at night and insisted me on calling the delivery services..
Hmm..
I didn't had a chance to talk so much with him on that day..
But each time he had a break time we talk for 10min as he wants to rest..
And on that day..
My sis and me keep wearing this foot wear everywhere in the house to keep our feet warm..
Check out the pictures.. =)

This is my foot wear =)






Today he just annoys me..
Hmm..But after that we're okay..
We sort things out..

Me: can we catch a movie soon please!!
Him: movie again huh..from where you gonna get the money to catch those movies??
Me: from you =p..you have to pamper me like you always do..i'm your spoil brat remember?? Haha..
Him: My money uh..Mmm..will see about it first k?
Me: cannot! i want to watch ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNK first the rest not that important..you have to save money to watch that with me! (i'm super demanding, evil me)
Him: okay2, i will save up to watch that movie with you okay Bby?
Me: wokies!! Wheheh =) (smiling)

I can't wait to watch alvin and the chipmunk! weeee =)

Oh well..
I need to sleep now..
I'm gonna keep myself warm and snooze =)
Night people..
Night love =)

It's holiday!!
Wehehe..

Friday, went clubbing with B at power house..
I dance like a mad women..
Oh god i was smiling, laughing and giggling non-stop..
I wasn't drunk cause i don't drink but i behave like as if i was one..
Hehehe..
Boo was bored at power house..
This post is from him to other..
NEVER GO TO POWER HOUSE ON FRIDAY CAUSE IT"S SO BORING..
THE MUSIC THEY PLAYED WERE FROM 2002 TRACKS INSTEAD OF THE RECENT MUSIC..
AND THE DJ played the whole song instead of cutting it short and do some remix..
I hope power house will do something about it..
How did we went home..
Firstly we had Mac Donald's as we're starving..
And then we take NR1 to yishun and wait for the 1st train..
I was the one pestering him to take NR1 with me cause it's been years i take NR and a long bus ride at whee hours..
In the bus i was snoozing already cause i'm too exhausted..
I laid my head on his shoulder and snooze..
He just hug me to keep me warm..
I love him =)
I pity him actually cause the whole night i was acting like a crazy women and being annoying..
Yet he just smile and remain patience..

I look drunk but i was NOT! haha


We reach his house around 5.45am
I clean myself up and wore his clothes..
And then head to his bedroom and had my beauty sleep..
I was sleeping with his aunt in the same room..
I saw him sleeping on the floor at first in the bedroom as i was sleeping on his bed..
Oh god..
I felt damn bad..
When his aunt woke up to perform prayers..
He jump on to his aunt bed and continue his sleep..
When i woke up to check where was he sleeping, i found him on his aunt bed which was above my bed..
He keep waking me up a few time but i ignore..hee..
He was waking me up telling me to get ready as we're going picnic at ECP with family..
It was 2.30 then he carry me out the bed and sit me up asking me to open my eyes and get ready..
Heheh..
I really sleep like a pig..He knows that..
At ECP we went fishing, cycling and window shopping at the flea market..
Those 2 days were definitely a BLAST!!

Thank you B..

Today is family day..
B is in his camp now..
He's having guard duty..
Work well Boo..
As for me tummy ache again ='(
K la that's all

you're always the apple of my eye =)

16/12/09
On this date i'm celebrating my 13month anniversary..
Honestly i totally forget that it was the 16 yesterday..
I know i'm bad..
It's like how could i forget my anniversary date..
I'm such a CLUTZ!
Boo remember but not me.. Oh my..

Today initially he wanted to go clubbing with me..
But in the end..
Here am i at home blogging..
He is enjoying himself at the club now with his friend..
He told me he will be bring tomorrow...
I'm super MAD and upset at him for bubbling me like twice!
I don't know..
Now i don't feel like going clubbing with you anymore..
I can go with my peers if i want...
Hmm.. ='(

School holiday is starting and i gonna spent my time studying..
I need to buck up..

My head is so full of problems..
Haiz..

That's all peeps..
Nights =)

I had super bad and good day yesterday...
But mostly bad..
In the morning i had skills practical class and yes i passed =)
I'm lucky that i passed cause i'm tired of taking retest already..
Plus thanks you boo for waking your little pig up..hee.. And giving me the confidence =)
After that everything just simply goes wrong..
My ATM card and Ezlink was lost..
I felt super mad and upset at myself..
But i was not in a panic state cause i know what should be done..
It was worse when i realize I've yet to pay the tuition fee..
I went to the bank with Aisha and i make a new ATM card, at the same time report lost too..
Aisha was with me all the while..
Thanks Aisha for making me feel that I'm not alone..
And thanks Jo and Shalu for the concern and checking the locker for me..
Love you bebs =)
Done with the ATM card we went back to school and pay the tuition fees first..
Next i called up the trans-link office to block my ezlink as i worth alot..


Today i'm have to make a new ezlink..
Told mom about it and she taught i was lying..
I had to show her all the evidence i had to convince her that i wasn't lying..
My mom just make the whole feeling worst when she said i was lying..
Oh well..
Anyway i had proof thus she had no choice but to give me money to make new EZlink..

Boo was super sweet to me yesterday..
He know i get very tender and restless after something bad happen..
He asked me what do i want to have for dinner since i had not eaten in the afternoon..
I just told him since his aunt has cooked we just eat at home..
But he insisted of buying something too..
So in the end i had fishballs and shark fin soup and he had goreng pisang..
And he gave me cash for my ride back home after meeting him and school money too..
I didn't ask for much cause he need those money to support himself too..
But yet he priorities me first..
Somehow he don't mind starving for my sake..
I love you Boo..

Oh well..
Let just say whatever happen yesterday was just not my luck.. =/

This is what i had...
The day before i got diarrhea and the day before my sister leave me alone alone and she go KL.. ='(












Saturday, went wild wild wet with B and family..
It was fun!!
After wild wild wet, both brothers had to go to Khalsa something2..
I can't remember it's name..
We're there as both of them participate in the soccer match..
Hehe =)
It's organize by his dad company...
They only manage to get into the semi finale..
And the place was overwheml by banglas..
Hmmm..
In the evening,We went to Sembawang shopping center and Sun plaza..
We walk around the mall and had dinner at KFC..
Boo bought my compact powder for me..
Wehehe..I like..Thank you =)
Done window shopping we went to his house as he want to get ready to go clubbing..
I guess he is drunk by now since he had free flow drinks..
I don't know..
Gonna visit him later..
Haha..
But one thing for sure, he promise me to go clubbing with me during my holidays..
Hehe..

Picutres =)

My Sweetest Drug




His mom, bro and soon to be sis-in-law =)

Wednesday,
I am glad that my sister fun on that day..
On that day, after school i went for job interview and was accompanied by my sister..
She fetch me from YCK first
The interview was a short and simple one and now i have to wait for the person to ring me up..Mmmm..
Minutes later, we went to Heart Land and guess what did my little sister saw..
Her JAPANESE MILK TEA..
She has been craving for that and she was super THRILL!! when she saw it..
The milk cost her $3 which was expensive to me..
But since she really wants it she bought it..
Next we went to Jurong Point and bought a 3/4 black skirt and a cute pink top..
I like!! But all that belong to her..Nvm we can SHARE K ADIK!!
Haha..
What we had for pre dinner..
We bought oyster mee sua and XX crispy chicken..
The XX crispy chicken was huge!!
And it does taste good..Haha =)
Then i bought 1 DURIAN PANCAKE for B and me to share later on..
Went back to LOT 1 to meet up with B..
We had dinner at food culture..
I order ban mian as usual and sis chicken rice, for B he had spaghetti..

Round 1 fight!
B and my sis was fighting over the IKAN BILIS in my bowl..
Tsk, both of them we the center of attraction la..
Everyone look at us..
Luckily the bowl doesn't turn over during their ikan bilis fight..
We want around Lot 1 first after dinner before buying bubble tea and slack behind the interchange..

Round 2 Fight!
The moment we had bought the bubble tea, B was shooting pearls at sis and the we're running around like little kids..
I was lucky that this time B didn't shoot at me as he had found a new target which was my sis..
Hahah =p
Pearls flew everywhere and i guess that places is full of pearls on the floor..
Heeehheheeheh..
One of the pearls stuck at my sister hair..
And we're laughing like nobody business..
It was hilarious..

It's was then time for us to go home and B had to go back to camp..
He send us off first and then he send himself..
Hahaha..
When i ask my little sister how she felt about today outing,She smile and said i really enjoy myself and had fun..
She even said, it's been a while since i laugh non-stop..
Thanks to B for behaving like a child had make my sister so happy..
I'm glad she had fun..


Adik milk tea!






Thursday..
Everyone was studying and books were everywhere..hehe =)

So happy, went swimming today with min and talmin..
Now my whole body is super tanned..
I don't like..
Saturday might be going wild wild wet with boo..
Free tickets from his mom..
Anyway I'll be left alone at home cause my family will be going KL ='(
Thanks to school, i'm left alone..
Ergh!

Today he's rude and i'm upset with him..
Hmm..
Don't wanna talk about it..
But he had apologize.. =)

My practical exam will be one nest Tuesday..
Hopefully i'll do it well and pass..
Hmm

That's all
Night people =)

Well, i had family gathering just now..
Was home to help mom cook..
It's like wow i'm home and helping my mom cook..
B was at his own home too..
Both of us end up lazing at own house till the time he suppose to book in..
As usual i'll send him off...
Ask mom for permission to meet him and she allowed..
For dad..It's BIG NO lor..But since mom allowed he had no say..
Mom packed nasi ayam for him
And his mom packed for me ayam masak merah..
Hehe..
We met at around 9 plus at choa chu kang..
We hang around lot 1 till the time he suppose to go to camp..

Mom was shocked when i finally told her i was back in Rahmad arms..
She was like asking me a lot of question cause she fear he might turn violent towards me again..
I manage to convince my mom he change and she said, this is my first time seeing you dating a guy this long..
I guess he really meant a lot to you..
Well mom, yes he meant a lot to me..
Thank you for understanding mom..
I love you..

Hopefully tomorrow my swimming plan will go well..
Told B and he just laugh at me for being super excited to jump into the pool..
If tomorrow plan can't happen..
Beware B i'll create a scene till you go swimming with me on Saturday =p
What to do..
I'm your spoil brat! Haha

K la i want to sleep..
Night everyone..
Loves =)

Fight for this love..
This for you B!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w-rJgYdPDzw

Had Doughnuts today with B..
Haha..we're fighting to choose what flavor is nice..
Childish people like us..
Whehe..
Pharmacology i got ICA 3..
I'll prove to other that my groups is going to put us sweet and understandable presentation for all of you..
Pictures will be uploaded tomorrow now time for me to sleep..
We'll be having lab at 8am tomorrow..
Yawn =0

Firstly..
To my dearest boyfriend..
Muhammad Rahmad Bin Hamzah..
Do get well soon okay?
You fell ill cause of those dust in your bunk and your riffles store room..
Nobody clean those places for you when you're away in other camp for courses..
Dust allergy..



Me: "If you're still unwell tomorrow, i'll send you to the doctor.."
Him: "But you're schooling tomorrow and i know you want to study hard and not skip classes this semester"
Me: " But you're sick i'm worried..Anyway if my tutorial is cancel and i have 3 hr break i'll send you okay? "
Him: " Well, okay..I'll update you about my condition tomorrow and if not well yet and your tutorial is cancel we go and visit the doctor then "
Me: " Okay then, rest well today B.."


Latest update..
I'm proud of him that he did well for his course..
He result we A's..
I know you can study and smarter than me only that you're a bit lazy..Mmm..



I'm stuck reading and understanding pharmacology now..
My brain is like upside down already now..
Wahaha...
I must study to get A's like him too..

THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME THE SUPPORT AND UNDERSTAND ME WELL..
YOU MAKE ME MUCH MORE HAPPIER AND MOTIVATED TO STUDY SOMEHOW..
WHENEVER I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP HE PICK ME UP AND TELL ME TO GO ON..

But we're just like other couples too..
We had quarrels and fights..
It's part of life..
Nothing is perfect.. =)

Okay..
Now i want to continue turning and spinning my brains..
Hehe..
Bye people..

Weekends..
Catch a movie with B and it was definitely not ninja assassin..
Haha..
Reason simple, the moment he knew new moon preview is showing in the cinema, he changed his mind about watching ninja assassin..
Cute men..
End up we catch new moon and we're sitting at the front seat..
First in the line..Haha..
It was fun somehow..

Later at night we went fishing..
He bought the small baby goldfish to use as bait..
I kept playing with the goldfish because i got nothing to do already..wehehe
Notti me..
We order Mac Donald as i was starving..
And somehow after the meal both of us end up sleeping at the mat instead of fishing..
Haha..
The moment we woke up it was 5 plus already..
Headed to his house and snooze..

Recently both of us decided to get the $0 hp..
We had decided to stop using prepaid and we're constantly reminding each other not to exceeded the bill..
We wanted to use bill cause of the unlimited sms so that we can text each other all day long and to get the other benefits too..
=)

My Phone =)




His Phone =)



Both of us are having financial crisis..
It's damn bad la..
Funny thing was we keep telling each other to search for part time job..
Doink!
Anyway we'll try to survive..
Hmmm...

School..
I learn to be more focus now..
And need to work hard for my practical exam which is coming up soon..
I'm gonna practice as much as i can to excel..
Hopefully when the examination day come i don't get too nervous and end up forgetting everything..

Well that's all i want to blog for now..
Nights people..
XOXO

I love him and i can't deny that..