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Saturday, November 28, 2009Y

Yesterday night which was this morning..
It was a disaster a super bad news..
I had to raise a huge amount in order to pay them back..
Why i loan that much it's because of my bad past..
It's damn hurting when it came back and stuck in my head..
I had no choice but to talk to C and told him i pay his share later..
And he said no rush cause he knows I'm in a bad state..
So i now i only need to raise half of the amount first..
Which is good news..

I told B about it..
He told me to calm down and convince me he'll figure out ways to raise that half amount first..
I told him "I'm sorry for sharing this burden with me if you wish not to help me it's okay"
Him " No, we get into this state together and stop handling the burden yourself, we share this burden cause it's my fault too.."
Me " I'm sorry for getting into trouble most of the time and always need your help..You're always there went i need someone, be it with my current family problem or anything..Thank you boo..I love you"
Him " Just go to bed now..It's already 2 plus..And stop crying cause you're having a bad headache and already SOB..We'll meet tomorrow..Night baby love you.."

Honestly i'm touch..
What ever he did to me he always take responsibility for what happen..

Oh well..
I got to get ready now..
Be meeting B soon..
And Dee thank you for talking to me yesterday..
I already had this problem sort somehow..
Don't worry about me K gf?
I know you're facing problems too..
Love you People =)
XOxO

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