Bad virus bad..
My flu,cough & fever came back..
Oh no!
Attachment is not over yet..
Go away..
Shoooo..
My family is so problematic now..
Like what the hell!!
I can't be bothered to elaborate more here..
Lazy to type..

Well, IMH posting was good after all..
But yet don't bothered coming to the female side..
Total boredom i tell you..
Hehe..
Okay la..
I gonna have my rest again now..
Loves..
Sya =)

I went to visit my cousin at KKH today..
She look super exhausted and i was glad she's fine..
When i look at her baby i was so happy but i was in a super deep thoughts..
Only god knows what i was thinking and how i feel..
I'm sure people closer to me knows what I'm talking about..
Her baby is so adorable and super cute..
If only...
It would have been the same time..
Cute baby..
Love her cheeks and smile..
Love you baby =)

I don't understand why you have to scream at me when I'm talking to you nicely..
Stop screaming at my face!!
I hate it..
Mom finally said she had enough of you..
So..
I love you dad..
Even though you're such a jerk..
You will always be my dad..
Damn you hurt me too much..
I'm sorry that i hurt you too..

A day out with my sister..
Here's the pictures..
Btw thanks adik for buying the big cotton candy for me

Hi everyone..
It's been a while since i update my blog..
Been super lazy to blog recently..
Felt so shag after attachment..
Haha..
Journey from CCK to IMH already took 1hr 20min..
So far i was never late for my duty..
Thumbs up to me.. =)
Had nightmares about psychotic medicine lately..
I know it sounds crazy but i don't know why..
All those IMH stuff gives me nightmare i guess..
About my life now..
Well..everything when just well..
Sometimes i'm on top of the world..
Sometimes i fall too..

Am happy that i'm feeling better now..
No more bad serious illness..
It's recovering..
Weehehehe..

N ya..
Please do not send me any messages..
Reason being simple..
My hand phone is spoil and i can only make calls and receive calls but not sms ='(

Virus virus in my body please go away..
I want to go attachment tomorrow..
='(

When out to mom's perjumpaan hari raya..
And oh my..
I saw this beautiful cup cakes that i don't ever have the heart to eat it cause it's too beautiful..
Hehe =p

I was force by her to go out today..
I swear i'm super lazy..
All i want to do is rest at home and recover..

Oh well..
I need to go to bed now..
Nights =)

Today was the first time Rahmad say sorry to me for hurting me..
Honestly i'm touched that you finally made a move to say sorry to me..
I've already forgive you..
You know i don't bear grudges right..
Just forgive and forget..
Actually i hurt him first..
It's was my fault that he went amok..
I know he loves me a lot.. =)



We bought this bear on our Valentine day..
I'm the sun and he's the moon =)




Weekends..
I stay at home resting and hoping that I'll recover soon..
But somehow my condition got worse..
My throat hurts real bad..
On/Off fever also ='(

To kina
I'm sorry kina..
I didn't attend your open house..

Happy 11 month anniversary Muhad Rahmad & Nur Syaheda
It falls on the 16th of every month.. =)



Had pizza hut for dinner..
With him and his mom..
Yummy..
At the end of the meal..
My tummy was protruding out already..
So the Boncit..
Haha..

Still waiting for my illness to recover now..
Boo Huu.. ='(

Great news..
Finally my half boil egg experiment is successful..
Every time i try to make half boil egg it fails..
As it always turn out to be full boiled egg..
Hehe..
Am a bad cook.. =p
Check out my half boil egg







And to a friend of mine whom be going to KL..
Do take good care of yourself..
And thanks for cheering me up =)

Argh!
Down with sore throat and fever..
I totally sounds like a rock star now..
Haha..
So the EeeeEeee...
Be going out to causeway for dinner..
I might not out for that long i guess as he wants me to stay at home and rest since am sick..
='(
I want to get well soon..
I don't wish to take MC on my first day of attachment..
Speaking about my attachment..
Does anyone know how to go to IMH from CCK?
Mmmm..
Totally outrageous...
Send student like us to super far places..
Annoying *Rolling my eyes*
Mmm.. i think i better siap2 now..
I don't want to rush myself..
=)

A picture of me and dee =)

This is how my hair looks like now..
Ugly Fugly ='(
Plus i don't think with this hair i can go attachment..
Hmmmm..

On minute i was smiling the other minute i was crying..
This life i guess..
Event that's gonna happen in your life is unpredictable..
I won't take it too hard cause i know downfall do happen..
I've learn to take control of my downfall situation and see what i can do..
If nothing can be done then i'll keep quiet and think..
Haiz ='(

I'm so gonna dye my hair today..
Cross finger now..
Hope it turn out well..

Loves =)

Is this a good or bad news?
You decide..
This time i'm going for attachment first instead of school..
I want to be in school so badly ='(
I want to meet my crazy girlfriends..
I miss them so much ='(
Well, i'll be going to IMH and back to TTSH main building..
There's where me belong TTSH main building =/

Result of supp paper is out..
I passed =)
Wehehe..
I don't want to waste another 6month in NYP due to repeat modules..
I'm so gonna work hard and passed all my modules for the upcoming semester..
Attachment result is also out..
I thought i'm gonna get D but i get C..
=)
I got more C than D now..
If other people look down on me for my grades..
I don't care cause i know where i stand and i know i'm improving now..
A person whom enter this course with 0 interest plus not not knowing anything..
Is getting better =)

Hie earthlinks..
Today is Monday and it's the start to my one week holiday =)
Winks winks..
Last Saturday i had finally ended my attachment..
And on that day too i went out raya with my NYP mates..
I like..
Rahmad tagged along and he really treat me well.. =)
Thank you..
I missed my last train to jurong east and i was stuck in woodlands till Sunday morning..
I looked super shagged and disgusting..
EEEeeeeee
Sunday, spent my day with family and sleeping like a log most of the time..
Oink Oink..
It feels good to have my beauty sleep back =)
Monday..
I'll be resting at home and rot..
I just need to have my proper rest now before school reopen next week..

Upcoming event..
Wednesday, might be going clubbing with dayah =)
Wonder what should i wear...
Winks =)

Hello earthlinks..
Tomorrow will be my last day of attachment..
Well..
I passed the whole attachment but grades remain unknown..
A D is good enough cause a pass is better than a fail somehow..
I don't really put high expectation to my result but i'll buck up to have better grades..
=)
Did enjoy my this posting..
Hehe..

Finally i can jalan raya tomorrow with my NYP mates..
Weheheh..
So excited =)

K la i need to sleep early..
My last morning shift for this attachment =)
Love you people..
XOXO

Recent news..
My aunt was admitted to the hospital..
Diagnosis unknown..
My dad want me to go over and look after her..
Oh my..
Even on my off days i have to nurse someone..
It's gonna be 2 weeks straight i nurse someone with no off..
It's exhausting but i don't have the heart to leave people whom are sick unattended or not being nurse..
Haiz..
And today i got to finish up my case study..
Every single minute is precious..
Hmmm..

Love life..
I know we don't spent enough time together..
I'm sorry dear..
But each time you call me or message me..
I'm contented enough cause at least i know you still care =)

Family..
Forever quarreling with my dad..
Forever getting on my nerves!
Annoying..
I wish i could really had a good fight with him sometimes..
But i don't want to put my mom in spot!