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Tuesday, August 4, 2009Y




Hello world, here am I am blogging again =)
I spent my entire day sleeping like a log..
I ate my medication last night and end up sleeping till today afternoon..
My little sister is on MC too for a week
I brought this virus to them..
I'm sorry..
I still had cough and flu..
Should i come to the ward tomorrow?
If i come will they chase me home again?
Mmmm...

Keep talking dad..
Keep talking about the past mistake i made
The present and the future mistake I'm going to make..
I'm hearing the same bloody harsh words you said
It's been happening since the day i grew up..
You vent your anger on me and words keep coming out..
Just shut up for once..
Even when i had made a lot of amendments or try to do things back properly..
You still the same..
None of the things i like or loves to do you're supportive of it..
It hurts get it..
That just you dad..
What ever you are..
You are still my dad..


I heard you just now b..
Phew what a relief at least you're safe and sound in camp..
Casper d I'm sorry..
I cannot help..
I wish i could..
So sorry..

You got into this mess and you should clear it..
Like what others said..
It's your own responsibility to clear the mess that you had made..


Despite of the hurting events that had occurred..
I'll still be here listening and be by your side..
Stab me hard in the heart..




heart blue w/ glitter 9:43 PM