Hello!!
Here am i sitting at the sofa blogging with my lil sis beside me..
Spent quality time with her..
Laughing out super loud with her the whole day..
Khekhekhe..
I'm like a super good girl today..
I do the house chores and more..
Haha..
Be out for attachment tomorrow =)
I don't remember which lecturer called me up just now to remind me to come tomorrow..
Ward 81
Quarrel with him yesterday..
Somehow i'm too immune to all that shit that i just turn my back on him and walk off..
This time i didn't shed any tears..
I guess i just can't really be bothered with men..
Ha!!
Well guys..
I'm unstoppable this time round..
I'm stronger each day..
Hahahah =p
11:19 PM
Had a so called celebration with tina and dian today..
We had a scrumptious meal at newton..
Yum2..
We had lcyhee drink, stingray,chut chut,kang kong and chicken wings..
I like..hehe...
The chut chut is the best part of the meal..
Nana is good at sucking every single bit of the chur chut..
Hahaha...
Funny..
My mind is a whirl..
I don't know why..
End of exams for now..
Attachment next week..
I'm exhausted.. =(
11:57 PM
Hehehe..
Alot of people been telling me that i lose weight..
Hmm..
It's super obvious is it?
Well..
I'm trying to maintain my weight after gaining it back..
My jeans looks super lose now..
Disgusting..eEeeEE...
HAhaha...
Studying adult nursing and so far only 30% absorbed..
Horrible..
If only burning the books and drink it up can me memories better..
I'll be doing that..
But it doesn't work that way.. =p
Mr Army men will book out on saturday..
Meet you up soon..
Tomorrow..
Be breaking fast with dee..
Tulang here i come!
Yes arh! =)
1:27 AM
Wednesday, August 26, 2009Y
Life is just full of pretending..
Pretend to act as if nothing happen when something had already taken place..
Pretend to be good when they are not..
They can pretend all they want..
Words that came out are just lies..
Lies are everywhere..
Too much of this make me sick and tired..
Promises..
Just empty promises..
I know reader's might not understand what I'm trying to say here..
I'm sorry i can't tell..
It's definitely not B..
Psychology paper is finally over...
Wheheeehhe..
One more paper to go..
Adult nursing..
I'm super tired..
=(
It's been raining lately and it's a nice weather for me to snore..
Heheh
Loves.. =)
8:27 PM
Tuesday, August 25, 2009Y
I ask him..
Do you love me?
He answer..
Yes i do Sayang you alot..
He ask me..
Do you love me?
I answer..
I don't want to tell you..
It got him agitate and pissed again..
My attitude is so coldly lately..
He's been trying a bit hard to get the old pampered girl back..
Boo..i do love you as much as love me..
Goosebumps for people reading this =p
Bio paper just now..
I entered the hall and boom!
My mind went blank..
Just great!
Hmmm ='(
9:24 PM
Psst..
I had my chocolate yesterday..=)
Break fast with dian at bugis..
I kinda of ate alot..haha
Yum2..
I ate like one big monster sia..
Scary!
Haha =p
B was calling me asking me to go home since it was pretty late but i did not..
He wants to talk to me but i kept saying tomorrow then you call me again and we talk..
In the end he was pissed and don't wish to talk to me..
I guess his upset too about the changes i made to myself..
I don't know why i keep giving the can't be bother too much attitude about guys..
Is it because i had enough of you guys?
My love for you is still the same though..
Can't be explain any more..
I message him that i was home but it was off..
So yarh..
Don't be mad at me anymore..
I'm sorry
12:26 AM
I'm lurving the life i'm in now..
Simple and happy go lucky..
Exams..
Whooo..
Be studying with dee..
Thanks beb =)
Ice-cream. chocolates please come to me now!
5:32 PM
Saturday, August 22, 2009Y
Fasting month..
=)
5:01 PM
I love you more than i ever could..
When you said are we gonna be back together?
I said i don't know..
I fear i might lose you again and again..
With you unwilling to give 2nd chances..
Haiz..
You told me your feelings towards me will fade in time..
Is your love towards me is true..
Hmmm...
Be meeting you tomorrow..
1:04 AM
Thursday, August 20, 2009Y
19th august was my dad birthday!
Happy birthday dad..
Was celebrated at JB just now..hehe
Later will be afif TP!
Good luck bro..
I'm not in the mood to talk about guys issues..
So don't bother asking much..
=)
Exams later on at 9am!
i better be awake by 7am..
Heeee.. =p
Good LUCK to everyone
Xoxox!
1:09 AM
Wednesday, August 19, 2009Y
My lips like sugar
This candy got you sprung
So call me your sugar
You love you some
You like my sugar, my sugar.
You so sweet, so sweet.
Like my candy, my candy
You so sweet, so sweet.
I got a good appetite with you on me, on me.
Ill wrap you out of them clothes.
You my treat, my treat.
Girl you my sugar, I call you Candy
And tonight Im gonna get me some, get me some.
Girl you my sugar, I call you Candy
And tonight Im gonna get me some, get me some sugar.
Haha somehow this song represent 2 things to me..
Flirt/Love or you want to get diabetes for taking too much SUGAR!
Haha..
Out studying soon..
Loves..
Muaks!
10:38 AM
Hur hur..
Hello world!
Sunday I'll be lazing at home and study!
Exams larh beybeh next week..
He is still far far away from me..
I've heard nothing about him yet..
No updates no nothing..
Feelings waver..
Met a lot of people..Knew more people..
I so want to watch movie tomorrow..
Plus i want my ice-cream!!
Hehe..
I'm missing you..
Loves..
Happy 9 month boo..
No wishes nor celebration..
='(
1:28 PM
Saturday, August 15, 2009Y
Tears rolling down my cheeks..
I'm hurt badly this time..
I don't know what else to say..
My shoulder to cry on is my pillow now..
I cried throughout the night and end up sleeping..
Why do you have to hurt me..?
12:05 PM
Seriously i don't know what happen to my blog..
I can't change my fronts nor add colours
Idiot!!
Today is my last day of attachment..
Case study presentation later..good luck to me =)
But had to do replacement on 31/8-4/9
No fun at all..
For now I've not been eating well..
Loss of appetite drastically..
I don't know why it happen..
Since last week it began to take place..
Boo is totally away from me..
He is in the thick dense jungle and there's no way he's able to contact me..
Been days now..
But it's okay..
There's other to keep me occupied..=)
People like D and my peeps..
Thank you..
Spent my entire time sleeping and pre reading for exams..
To kill my boredom..Hee..
I got to go..
I want my ice-cream ='(
I' missing everyone now..
Loves..
10:33 AM
This bike has been with us since the day i met him till now..If he's gonna let go of this bike..i swear i will broke into tears..
Firstly, Happy Birthday Singapore =)
My Saturday..
Nothing much..
Sleeping and went out at night for a while..
B sold off one of his bike...
So his left with only 1 burden =)
Kr..
When to marina had dinner and then Henderson waves to chill
Next moment home sweet home..
We're pretty lazy and tired to go around today..
Sunday, i made a few plans..
Morning breakfast at Tangs Orchard cafe with him
(hopefully we can wake up =p)
Afternoon not plan yet..
Maybe just walk around somewhere..
Haha..
Night fireworks!!
Wehehe
2nd time watching it with him this year =)
I can only spent another quality time after 2 weeks later..
NS life..
What to do..
But it's okay..
I'll spent my weekends studying for exams =)
Well that's all for today..
I want to ZzzZZzz again..
Hee..
Nights..
No matter what status we are in now..
I'll always remember you and keep you safe in my heart...
Loves <3>
1:44 AM
Studying pharmacology now..
It's driving me nuts!
Seriously!
I'm so tempted to paint my nails..
But I'm having attachment..
='(
I've yet to submit my MC to school;..
I think I'll kick my ass out from home tomorrow and submit it =p
B msg me and was surprised when i told him I'm suppose to go KK for that H1N1 test..
But after explaining things to him, he was relief..
He's sick too..
Bad cough and flu..
Woops..
My virus have spread to him =p
He had his medication and was super drowsy..
End up ZzzzZzz..
Haha
Someone went to karaoke and never bring me along!
Hmph!
Don't want to friend you =p
I miss you
And tell me you miss me too..
Loves..
XoXo
12:46 AM
Thursday, August 6, 2009Y
I was given a week MC..
And because of this my clinical co-ordinater is freaking paranoid..
Everyday she will call me up to check on me..
No peace at all..
She told me Shalini is on Mc too..
Get well soon too beb =)
Her-" Have you taken the nasal swab to test for H1N1?"
Me- " The doctor told me , I need not take for that test since my fever is under control.."
Her-" You have to go..I already call up the infectious control unit at KK, they want you to go for that test at KK women tower 24hr clinic"
Me-"Mmm"
This is super lame..
The doctor told me there's no need for that test so why keep pestering me..
Irritating..
And for goodness sake hospital consultation is super expensive..You wanna pay that consultation for me??
No right so stop being paranoid..
The virus simply spread in my entire body that's why i recover slower..
It take time get it..
Ergh!
I had been doing some self revision for my exams also lately..
But each time i had my medication i simply get into my hibernation period..
ZzzzZZzz...
I couldn't get B thru yesterday and somehow i was super worried..
I call and msg him but to no avail..
I was waiting till midnight..
Finally my phone rang
B-" Hello baby, guess what i just finish training and i get something for you"
Me-" What so late at night already and you just finish training!! How come? and what did you get for me?"
B-" I was having life firing training cause the other day i reported sick remember? And i got you a marksmen badge"
Me-" You got that badge! haha..So sweet, you actually got that badge for my sake.."
B-" Yeaps, i call you back later?"
Me- " Okay"
While waiting for him to called me back..
I had doze off..
Casper also rang me up and msg me.. But i was asleep already.. All thanks to the medication i took.. Heee =p
Lots of love sya..
Muackz!
XoXo =)
Pictures were snap while waiting for B to start his bike..
Sunday pictures =p
1:38 PM
Hello world, here am I am blogging again =)
I spent my entire day sleeping like a log..
I ate my medication last night and end up sleeping till today afternoon..
My little sister is on MC too for a week
I brought this virus to them..
I'm sorry..
I still had cough and flu..
Should i come to the ward tomorrow?
If i come will they chase me home again?
Mmmm...
Keep talking dad..
Keep talking about the past mistake i made
The present and the future mistake I'm going to make..
I'm hearing the same bloody harsh words you said
It's been happening since the day i grew up..
You vent your anger on me and words keep coming out..
Just shut up for once..
Even when i had made a lot of amendments or try to do things back properly..
You still the same..
None of the things i like or loves to do you're supportive of it..
It hurts get it..
That just you dad..
What ever you are..
You are still my dad..
I heard you just now b..
Phew what a relief at least you're safe and sound in camp..
Casper d I'm sorry..
I cannot help..
I wish i could..
So sorry..
You got into this mess and you should clear it..
Like what others said..
It's your own responsibility to clear the mess that you had made..
Despite of the hurting events that had occurred..
I'll still be here listening and be by your side..
Stab me hard in the heart..
9:43 PM
I don't know why i feel super upset and disappointed in you..
I was told to go home by the NYP lecturer cause i was unwell..
My instinct was right i should have take MC today..
But i refused in the end when i reach KKH i was told to go home..
Waste of time and trip..
Feeling super shag and sick..
They feared i had H1N1..
Keep asking me whom i'm close with..
LOL..
If i'm positive i guess my classmate has to be quarantine..
Oh no..
Hmm..
But it's a negative so we're safe..
=)
9:12 PM
Been down with high fever..
My head felt so light and my body is super hot..
I wonder if i should report myself tomorrow?
Mmm..Please make me feel better soon
='(
12:09 AM
Saturday, August 1, 2009Y
Woopes..
I fall sick again..
It's been 2 week on & off illness...
Ergh!
Flu,fever and cough..
On medication again now..
You told me nope, but it's more likely to be a yes..
Blister day for army men..
Pity him a lot..
Esh esh esh..
I want to babble nonsense about a lot of stuff to you..
Please be home quick!
I guess you and me had prepare for the worst right B..
A mistake made and it can never be reversible again..
When around in a car today, with mom & my little sister right after attachment..
They fetch me from KK and had dinner first..
Showed mom around to places where i usually go with B..
Mom was surprised that there so many changes in Singapore..
Cute la you mom..
She felt much more secure now..
Cause at least she knows where i hang out usually with B
And why i like to go home late in the morning..
Thanks for understanding mom..
But dad..Ermmm..
Heee...
I gonna sleep like a log now..
Really need plenty of rest..
I really need your warmth around me now...
Loves Loves Loves..
Muaks!
1:47 AM
