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Thursday, July 2, 2009Y

You did it once again..
You shattered my little heart into bits of pieces yet again..
I don't even know if you had realize it..
Plus I'm seriously MAD at you..
Am i dumb or getting dumber?
Am i blind or i just need a light to torch on my eyes to see?
It keep happening..
Never wanna turn back to the conversation we had..

STUPID DUMB ME!

Mom has been home pretty late everyday..
It's been happening since the day my family to break into tiny little pieces..

Here i am crying as i blog this..
I wish all this were just nightmare and when i woke up it'll be gone..
But it isn't..

I had no one to turn to..
I had to be strong and try to save my family..
My little sister is not strong enough and she has yet to learn and understand what's happening..
I saw her crying and complaining to me each time my parent had fights as soon as I was home..

Will i be able to face all this?

School, projects is yet to be completed..
To many missing points..
Am i suppose to fill that in for you people?>
Haiz...

Looking at those pictures we took..
Made me think about you..
Wish you were here right next to me..
Telling me that it's okay, everything will be fine..
Mom saw your picture as i display it on my lappy..
She smiled..

heart blue w/ glitter 12:34 AM