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Sunday, July 19, 2009Y

It's hurts alot when people keep bitching about you behind your back..
I know my "friends" and classmate are doing that
But what i can say or do..
People talk and even i try to keep their mouth shut will it works?
The answer is NO..
People don't stop talking..
You told me to stop working, if i do..
Are you gonna help me in term of my finance?
You people come from a quiet well off family but me?
I need to work for money..
I don't get what i want even if ask from my parents..
But you people? You get don't u?
Therefore i work to get money to save and to support myself...
It's super tiring and with you people like this make it worst..
Yes i admit I'm slacking but i did make a lot of effort to get myself out from bed and head to school..
With my body so tired and shag..
I got problem and have you all ask what's my problem..
You only heard the minor problems such as my bf..
But have you really bother asking..
The real problem or what is happening?

I'm facing the problem myself..
Even when i need help you people weren't there..
I get into the mess and cleared it myself..
Have you all clear one for me before..
I don't think so..
All you did was criticize me..

Even if i was in a deep shit nobody was there..
I have to think of the alternatives myself..

Everywhere there's problem..
At least I'm daring enough to face it..
And think of solutions..

I'm sick now..
I wish i was infected by H1N1..
I wanna have a good long sleep..
I'm tired..
No one care anyway..





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