I' seriously hurt now..
Badly wound and i don't think it can be heal..
I'm not something for everyone to try..
Once you get you'll make full use of it and once you find it boring you set it aside..
I know all my wrong doing to people had lead me to this but isn't it enough..
I try to tolerate the pain i'm feeling but for how long..
I'm strong but yet weak..
I'm falling sick again and i think i going to the hospital tommorrow..
I wish i could just close my my eyes and have a long sleep cause it so tiring and stressful and hurting..
I made other cry and suffer..
I'm sorry..I don't know how much sorry i had said and tears i had shed to ask for forgiveness..
You told me to change and i did and now this..
What am i?
I'm nobody to anyone right?
That jerk had made me feel miserable enough..
What else?
I'm tired of being me myself and alone..
Super tired...