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Friday, May 22, 2009Y

Hello people..
Let's talk about my life..
My whole life seems to be jeopardize with all the unexpected events..
Family,friends,school..etc...
In family wise, hardly talk to my dad nowadays i don't know..really hope that things will turn out well soon..
Mom she's still the same, she'll express her thoughts if she's unhappy by nagging and blah3..
Lil sis..cute and crazy..she even send my assignment to the wrong person and wrong email..ergh!
Friends..
I sense something amiss.. I'm like a sidetrack to their whole conversation.. The spoke among themselves and it's like doing their own stuff and plan to go out on occasion that i never like need to know..or shall i say they prefer me out.. well i'm not blind and numb or dumb to see all these reaction and weird cold shoulders..
wanna talk about attitude..
Let me ask you how much you know about my life..?
How much you understand the word misery..?
How much you understand the word losing something in you..?
How much you understand about me..?
I don't give attitude to people unnecessarily..
I'm do get myself in alot of clumsy situation that get me into a shocking state that left me brain dead..
what do expect from brain dead mind?
you wanted good points from assignments we did?
it's hard get it..i don't want to send something that i don't even think it makes sense or understand at all..
if i send something that i find okay2 job you say no good..
you want a well done job let me find my ways to do it properly and do my own proper research..
i admit i'm not as fast as you people minds..i'm sorry..i'm a bit slow..
exams is like everywhere..
it's hard to focus...
School..
this part really sucks..exams one after another..
i find it so suffocating that i feel like giving up..
i do ask myself sometimes is this the course i want again and again..
it feel great helping others but with this situation..how long can i last?
2 more years..
many don't allow me to drop therefore i have to be strong by myself and hold on..
when i told them my future plans.. there's one particular person whom feels i'm bullshitting....well thanks...it's just a plan anyway...
Etc thing in life..
it's a bit personal..not gonna post it..
hmm...
plus if you're unhappy you don't need to talk to other about it behind my back..talk to me..

heart blue w/ glitter 11:31 PM