Zoo trip was fun today..
Really enjoy myself..
Receive a wake up call from dayah and i hurried to get ready..
I went over to her place as her dad is driving us there..
Upon my arrival she's still not ready..
Still she has the cheek to rush me and say i'm late..
You naughty women..
I was pretty excited to go to the zoo..hehe
Brought my lil sis along as she kept complaining that i always dump her at home whereas i go out and enjoy myself..haha
We had super late breakfast and lunch..
Despite of the hunger we still continue to walk around the zoo and enjoy ourselves there..
As all of us we're searching for the animal that we had in mind..
For me and dayah we're searching for AH MENG!!
Khe khe khe!!
We also continuously cam whoring everywhere..
Hehe..fun!!
My leg's were all wobbly now..
Tired! i need a leg massage =(
Here are some picture's!!
=)
Plus i had my ben and jerry's today..
Yum2!!
Strawberry cheesecake and my sis had chocolate something..
Love my day

Am recovering now =)

Moving on with my life without you here..

Dear cousin shikin..thanks so much for putting up my blog nicely..i like it..simple and nice=)
wehehee..
I'm like having insomia
Can't slip..
Glad that i went lepak with dayah and mel just now..
Had ice cocktail jelly and MILO!
Me and dayah trade out blusher cause the blusher that my friend gave it to as a gift is pink in colour buti'm abit tan thus i find that colour doesn't suit me.
Whereas dayah is fair but she had the tanny brownish kinda of tone blusher..
Therefore we decided to trade..hehe.. =)
I'm dropy now..
Time for bed..
Mom is dragging me out to clinic tommorrow..
All thanks to fever and polka dotsy!
XoXoXo

One of my newest favorite song =)

"Fuck You (Very Much)"

Look inside
Look inside your tiny mind
Now look a bit harder
Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired of all the hatred you harbor

So you say
It's not okay to be gay
Well I think you're just evil
You're just some racist who can't tie my laces
Your point of view is midieval

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Do you get
Do you get a little kick of being slow minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval your after
Well that's not how you find it

Do you
Do you really enjoy living a life that's so hateful?
Cause there's a hole where your soul should be
Your losing control of it and it's really distasteful

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate and it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Look inside
Look inside your tiny mind
Now look a bit harder
Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired of all the hatred you harbor

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate and it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

"Heartless"

[Chorus (Acapella)]
In the night, I hear them talk the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless [echoes 3X]
How could you be so heartless [echoes 3X]
Oh, how could you be so heartless?

[Verse 1]
How could you be so cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talking to me yo
You need to watch the way you talking to me yo
I mean after all the things that we been through
I mean after all the things we got into
Ayo, I know there are some things that you ain't told me
Ayo, I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back and you gonna show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend, well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
How could you be so Dr. Evil?
You bringing out a side of me that I don't know
I decided we weren't gonna speak so
Why we up 3 A.M. on the phone?
Why though she be so mad at me for?
Homie I don't know she's hot and cold
I won't stop wont mess my groove up
Cause I already know how this thing go
You run and tell your friends that you're leaving me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gonna see
You'll never find nobody better than me

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]
Talking talking talking talk
Baby lets just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know about me and you
So why I got something new to see?
And you just gonna be keep hating me
And we just gonna be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gonna take off tonight (Into the night)

[Chorus]

This song reminds me how heartless i am to that particular guy..
I'm sorry..

Poker Dotsy Week!!
All over my body!!
It itch ='(
They say i got chicken pox etc..
Hmm..
Exam period now!!

I' seriously hurt now..
Badly wound and i don't think it can be heal..
I'm not something for everyone to try..
Once you get you'll make full use of it and once you find it boring you set it aside..
I know all my wrong doing to people had lead me to this but isn't it enough..
I try to tolerate the pain i'm feeling but for how long..
I'm strong but yet weak..
I'm falling sick again and i think i going to the hospital tommorrow..
I wish i could just close my my eyes and have a long sleep cause it so tiring and stressful and hurting..
I made other cry and suffer..
I'm sorry..I don't know how much sorry i had said and tears i had shed to ask for forgiveness..
You told me to change and i did and now this..
What am i?
I'm nobody to anyone right?
That jerk had made me feel miserable enough..
What else?
I'm tired of being me myself and alone..
Super tired...

Down with high fever yesterday..
this time round it's quiet bad..
I can't get out of bed and was sleeping the whole day..
Red spot all over my body and now it's slowly fade away..
Felt better but today but yet still tired and lethagic..
I was all alone yesterday and alot of think came into my mind..
I was wondering,thinking,hoping and wishing..
Here i am still standing and looking at the world...
If i could end all this i would but..
I was look down by many people..
Hurt and beaten by them..
So much sucky events..

I still want to watch night at the museum 2 ='(

School turn out well today..
I'm not late for class thanks to the 10min grace time..weheee...
Been sleeping in the lecture lately..
Cant hold my eyes any longer than 30min..the lecturer is so monotone..
EeeeEEee..
A lecture is about 1 hr and i spent half of the time or 1/4 of the time sleeping..
naughty me but i always woke up on time when the lecture was about to end..
Luckily i got aisha..
She 's the only one that i can depend on to copy notes down..
Heee..Love you aisha many2
I'm a good girl today did not miss any lecture but yet sleeping..khekhekhe..
so is it good or bad..
next week i got 3 exams going on..wth!!
ladies plan to go club next friday..
still thinking about it..bad cash flow now..
Need a job so badly soon!!

Today study plan was cancel =(
Tommorow there won't be any lesson..
Yeapy.. E-learning day =)
I'm glad i manage to plan my day quiet well..
so wanna practice that habit from now on..

He's been so weird but what can i do.. ='(

I wanna watch night at the museum so badly..
someone or anyone bring me watch that movie leh..
Please!!

TO my mommy..
I love you alots..hehe
you're my super women!!
TO my lil sis..
You irritating bitch..
But yet i love you too..heheh... =)
non-stop showing unhappy signs of your stigma on me..you donkey adik..
that's her and me =) loved2

Hmm..
Visit my granny just now..
Gosh she consume the wrong medication and cause her to have adverse side effect..
Now she's feeling better thank god..
but she's still weak..
Chit-chatted with aunt and cousin..
It was loud yet fun and hilarious..
I was told my cousin is getting engage at the end of this year..
Wow!! that's good for her
Promised baby g that i'll bring him out for movie soon..
but not now k baby g..
everything is settle and done with then i'll bring you out..
well that's all
did my projects..
phew it's done and now i wanna study..
loves..

I love pictures...
hehe
well to this man whom i loved..
i really hope that you'll melt your heart again..
i know you suffered for the past 7months..all thanks to me..
i admit it was my act of stupidity and foolishness that cause you to end up this way..
no matter how much tears i made and sorries i told you..
you still this way..
open up please..
i want to see that man whom loved me with all his heart and never fails to say..
i know you miss me..hee
if you feel that i haven suffered the way you had suffered..
i admit yes..but what you had felt before mine worse..
so many unexpected event and traumatizing events take place during that period of losing you..
what worse is when you told me you're giving up on love and told me that it's hard to make you love someone again..
my heart shattered when i heard that..
but what can i do..all i can is to be firm and continue making you feel the love again..
i'm happy that you're still here right beside me and still watching me over..
i'm glad you did..
you're still the shoulder i cry on sometimes cause i understand that you're busy...
i'm overwhelm when you meet me..cause it make me feel so boost to have you beside me..
nice,cosy and comfortable feeling =)
hmmm...

Hello people..
Let's talk about my life..
My whole life seems to be jeopardize with all the unexpected events..
Family,friends,school..etc...
In family wise, hardly talk to my dad nowadays i don't know..really hope that things will turn out well soon..
Mom she's still the same, she'll express her thoughts if she's unhappy by nagging and blah3..
Lil sis..cute and crazy..she even send my assignment to the wrong person and wrong email..ergh!
Friends..
I sense something amiss.. I'm like a sidetrack to their whole conversation.. The spoke among themselves and it's like doing their own stuff and plan to go out on occasion that i never like need to know..or shall i say they prefer me out.. well i'm not blind and numb or dumb to see all these reaction and weird cold shoulders..
wanna talk about attitude..
Let me ask you how much you know about my life..?
How much you understand the word misery..?
How much you understand the word losing something in you..?
How much you understand about me..?
I don't give attitude to people unnecessarily..
I'm do get myself in alot of clumsy situation that get me into a shocking state that left me brain dead..
what do expect from brain dead mind?
you wanted good points from assignments we did?
it's hard get it..i don't want to send something that i don't even think it makes sense or understand at all..
if i send something that i find okay2 job you say no good..
you want a well done job let me find my ways to do it properly and do my own proper research..
i admit i'm not as fast as you people minds..i'm sorry..i'm a bit slow..
exams is like everywhere..
it's hard to focus...
School..
this part really sucks..exams one after another..
i find it so suffocating that i feel like giving up..
i do ask myself sometimes is this the course i want again and again..
it feel great helping others but with this situation..how long can i last?
2 more years..
many don't allow me to drop therefore i have to be strong by myself and hold on..
when i told them my future plans.. there's one particular person whom feels i'm bullshitting....well thanks...it's just a plan anyway...
Etc thing in life..
it's a bit personal..not gonna post it..
hmm...
plus if you're unhappy you don't need to talk to other about it behind my back..talk to me..

Just me And Dayah..
Trying to be model..
Crazy bitches like us..
Hahaha=)
Hang out with here..till late in the morning..
Love her =)

Present and past foto's..
Hehe..
Played left for dead with daya yesterday..gosh she crazy women..
Keep healing herself and not helping me..
For me i keep losing my way and look so lost..
I can't even play well with key board and mouse
Need to practice more on these two combination of movement..
Hmm..
I got to do my assignment..
CarlO!

Been late for school today and it sucks..
Been so shag and sick for the past few days..
Hmm..So many projects that need to be done and submitted..
I even had to buy an organizer to update myself when are those projects gonna due..
Tina is chasing me for my work also..Sorry beb but my brains seems to dead and so many stuff in my head..
When out with daya and get eyebrow done..look nice..hehe=) yeapy!
kina baby..when you're free? then we go out together..how abt my unpcoming holiday than we go out together ok?
Miss you..
Okay let's talk about today..
I woke up late and i immediately jump out of bed..
Took a cab and the uncle drove at 60km/hr!! i'm already late yet he drove this kinda of speed..wth!
I barge in the class and just sat down without saying sorry to the lecturer..ATTITUDE PROBLEM but i didn't know that was a psycho not adult nursing..so i guess i'm forgiven..?
Shalu told me i need to attend etiquette classes..hmm
Sorry but been cranky..i can just scream at anyone at that period of time beb..
Had classes till 5 and now i'm home and i need to settle barang2 first..
=)
I really miss that men..The one whom gave me a stalk of fake pink flower during a once upon time valentine day <3

TO all the people around me..
I"m purely sorry if I'm like so AWAY from talking to you people..
Too much stuff already..
To Cas..
Sorry i didn't msg you..i don't want to be a bother that much since you're too busy..
I think I'll just wait for your messages this time i guess..
Wanting a peace of my own! =/

Hmm..something had really struck casper mind lately..
I don't know what happen but it seems that a friends relationship between me and him seems fair enough..
Well i can't be drooling to expect more right? idiotic girl..haha
Everyone is my friend..
Khe Khe..so don't even jump to conclusion if i ever close to anyone cause i'm only close to people whom i want to be close with..
I'm abit pricky nowdays =p
TO WAN!!
enough is enough..
you're still like that..totally disappointed..
Well sorry to say but i already had my wake up call from people around me..
Thanks but no thanks..the door is close for you..

Whehe..things is purely back to normal..
Outta from any unwanted stuff.hee
No more depression etc..
Except for stress..
When to find mother day gift yesterday with lil sister..
Then i went to lucky plaza with wan and his friends..
He fetch me from cck as i need to send my sis back to cck also..
We're late thanks to me=p
Upon our arrival we park the bike and when to played pool first..
I like that..
Well i did play fairly well..
During the game.. we actually went to Mac Donald to have our dinner..
He was damn hungry..so cute..
He had Mc spicy with cheese his favorite and i had chicken cheese burger..A new edition of the mac burger? haha..i like that..yum2..
But after having 1/2 of it..wan eat my burger hmph! he loves doing that..owh well
He was so happy to have mud pie ice-cream and continuously tempt me which won't work for yesterday as i had mine a day ago before he had..haha
Tak jealous =p
After that meal we played arcade..
Cause his friends we're still playing pool..
Well the game we played together was..ermmm i don't know it's name=(
We had lots of fun and purely it's funny..
Then we went lepak at yishun..
Here's sum pictures they took..
Plus they were drinking yesterday..
Me whom don't drink but yet tipsy cause i'm sleepy...
Hehe..
K la that's all..
Happy Mother Day =)

Hello hello..
I was kinda of being evil yesterday..
I slept during lecture and when i woke up i was feeling pretty cranky that i almost vent my anger on them
The interview thing..Trust me you're gonna say awww..
when you heard the story from me..hehe
I'm missing something..
My Shopping season..
Kinda of broke plus super busy now..
Went home, immdietely get ready to do assignment or self revision..
One exam is down for me..Blood Glucose Monitoring..
Which I Pass!! <3
Thank aisha for being my model..but how many time had we prick each other??
To do that glucose test?? haha
Next week i'll be your model =) i promise..
Theory exams is on the 20th may 3.50 venue ltk 3..
Nursing is a super fast track course!
This semester itself suprisingly we had 9 modules..so imagine how pack out timetable is plus how bombarded my brain can get..
I so the gundu..i thought my class was at 9 so i woke up early..but in the end it starts at 10..haha
Cook my own breakfast as i've not been eating well..
No appetite..Too tired to eat..
Hee..
I'm gonna get ready for school again =)
Loves

Going for job interview tommorow..
Wish me luck =)

The worst ever monday!!
Quarrel with wan in the morning until 3plus2..
Am i was in fucking great pain..Bleeding profusely that i had to swallow 3 pain killers!
Woke up around 5 still looking listless and lost..
I just can't go to bed esp wen i'm in pain..
Shower and head to school around 7..
2nd nightmare for that morning..My mom is super annoying..
We're both late to go school/work..And i was telling her to hurry..
While walking to the bus stop she stepped my slipper and kick it away..
I had to run after it like one idiot!! Thank mom..nice move..taking your revenge uh!
Just because i told you that you're SLOW!!
Hmph!
3rd nightmare..I knew it..my smart dad only top up bus concession and not train n bus..
I tap but i cannot enter cause i'm of the NO train concession..Pissed with him..
I told him to pass me the money and i renew my concession he doesn't want it now this!!
ergh!
Luckily mom was there, she passed me $10 to top-up..
Haiz..
One trip cost me about $1.60
And 2 trip $3.20/day..
Imagine how much money it cost!
Haiz..
4th nightmare..if swine flu is not okay by my attachment week..
it's either i can kiss bye2 to holiday or gonna graduate later..Oh gosh!
Swine flu (H1N1) go away!!!
Tomorrow another long day for me..
And the following day exams and mini presentation!
Wth!!
So stressful! too much for me to contain today!
N yarh temperature taking is like ergh!!
we had to queue up to get the sticker and tap on this machine to say that we're fit for school
plus without the temperature sticker you cannot enter library or class or lecture!
N this temperature taking session happen twice in a day..Morning and afternoon..
therefore since my class finish at 6 all the time..
i need to have the am sticker followed by the pm one..
Worst is when all canteen you wanna enter you need to tap in..
Without the school tap card now it's hard for you to acess to any other places in school..
Even entering canteen need to be tap in..Lame!
"Safety precaution!!"
More like treating us like a prisoner =/
k la need to do notes for my sis
and i heading to bed a bit later..
So droopy and sleepy now! =(

Slurpy!! I like that..
Especially now..the weather is damn HOT! i'm melting and burning..
It was so sudden that i'm craving for that drink..hehe
I wonder why the weather nowdays is killing me
SO hOt!
Swine flu is worst..tsk3! What's happening to the world!

I just got back home and had nothing to do..
what a random picture..
make up is all gone thanks to all that perspiration..
Been sweating like a..hmmm
can't think of any..
=)

I love this Japanese biscuit a lot..
It's yummy and tasty..
SO glad that i saw you in front of me..
When you embrace me, i feel so warm and cosy..






Hmm..been doing some self study..
Down and busy with assignment.presentation.exams and more!!