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Monday, March 16, 2009Y

I don't know what's wrong with me lately..
I feel like hiding in a small hole and cried as much as i can..
I tend to feel so down even when i smile..
Dark black clouds above my head as the rain shower me..
I'm soak and wet, feeling helpless and down..
A big thud hits me real hard on the ground and i don't think i can stand up properly again..
A smile crave on my face but tears behind those smiles..
Can someone just help me..
Am i having problems with my self esteem or what..
I talk as per normal and people don't notice any difference but i don't feel right and okay..
What's wrong..
Tears roll down the cheeks as i stare blanky at the wall..
Hmm..

heart blue w/ glitter 11:20 AM